like not to have those feelings." As the violence escalated, Rabbi Gordis' e-mails became increasingly sorrowful as he portrayed the desper- ate state of a nation struggling to hold on in the face of economic collapse and constant bloody attacks. "This notion of life having been turned upside down is the part that has all Israelis most distraught," he wrote. "The ideologies of both the left and right have crumbled." Rabbi Gordis also tells a subtler tale in Dispatches, the story of a family that has changed and grown to a deeper sense of their role in an unfolding story. "We left the consumerism of the States and went to a place where kids have a sense of purpose. They know growing up there is about something," the rabbi said. "My daughter is in B'nei Akiva, the youth movement. Sometimes on Friday nights she'd come back with these little copied sheets stuffed into her coat pockets, and I'd read them after she went to sleep. "They were quotations from Hertzl or Ehad Ha'am or some great Zionist thinker or some other social issue. These kids really have a sense that to live in this coun- try is to be invested in a project." land that it leads parents to willingly sacrifice their children?" For all of that, the rabbi still makes his children's lunches in the morning and sends them off to school. And he still cautiously travels the road to work, although now he admits he is more aware of everyone and every- thing around him. In a land where his wife's visit to a hairdresser on Jerusalem's Ben Yehuda Street — a frequent target of suicide bombers — is now a defiant act, the Gordis children are growing up happy and healthy. "We don't live in a morose house- hold," Rabbi Gordis said. "We don't huddle every day and say, 'Well, we made it through another day.' It's a normal household — 'clean up your room, do the dishes' — that sort of thing." Almost like life in the United States — with one very important difference. "Right below the surface there's a sense that there are people this week who didn't make it, so why waste your time on stupid stuff. There's an appreciation for how valu- able time is." Still, Rabbi Gordis won- ders whether his children will understand — when they are older — why their parents brought them to Israel. And why they stayed. "Decide what's worth fighting for, what's worth giving everything for," he Hoping For Peace Rabbi Daniel Gordis: writes. "If you can find "Israel is not just a place that, you've found every- And even though he and — a story." his wife sometimes put thing. And that, more the children to bed to than anything, is what we the sounds of shelling in want for you." ❑ Gilo, just a few miles from their home, Rabbi Gordis has not lost hope for peace. 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