To Laugh And To Love T Atlanta ears. They seem to stand out most when I think about my father's murder. Not my tears or those of my family, but my dad's tears. After five days of lying unconscious with a bullet in his head, the doctors took him off life support. We sat at his bedside, and all we could do as he began slipping away was wipe the tears from his eyes. Because he couldn't even blink on his own anymore. Whoever shot Jack Louis Beck on Feb. 25, 2000, in Detroit knew my father carried a gun and understood how to use it. The killer made sure he didn't stand a chance, shooting him while his back was turned in a robbery at my father's business. It's impossible not to think of how my father died, but I want to remem- ber his life. He embodied the kind of man I am striving to become, compas- sionate and caring, selfless and strong. Robert Beck, a native Detroiter, is a writer and copy editor for CNN Headline News. The 1989 graduate of Michigan State University previously worked at CNN Radio. He was a war hero, a radio personality and a theater actor. But he excelled most as a husband, a father and a friend. A short time after I graduated from Michigan State University, I got my first break. I had never been on the air before, but a tiny radio station in Lapeer needed someone to fill in as a news anchor. As I grabbed the door- knob in the dark around 3 a.m., I felt a note attached. It read, "You're good, and don't you forget that." That was the kind of dad he was. After dining one night at Carl's. Chop House in downtown Detroit, we headed north on the Lodge Freeway, home to Southfield. About 30 seconds from our driveway, my dad suddenly turned the car around. "What are you doing?" we asked in unison. "I forgot to leave the waitress a tip," he said. That was the kind of man he was. My dad lit up a room when he walked in. He was a ham, and a few local productions in the early 1960s weren't enough to satisfy the per- former in him. A few years ago, he flew to New York as one of five finalists in a Dave Thomas look-alike contest. He was one hour and 51 min- didn't win, but he loved playing utes of pure torture. Sitting along when someone asked him on a plane between two com- if he "really was that Wendy's plete strangers, I didn't know guy." For years, he used to tell whether my dad would be the same corny jokes and utter alive when I got to him. He the same corny phrases. I died on March 2, 2000. His would give anything to hear killers remain free. one of them right now. RO BERT I don't think now about In December 1999, my not getting the chance to say B ECK father was finally ready to retire goodbye or clear the air. Our Sp ecial from his scrap metal business of Com mentary relationship was rock-solid, 25 years. so that wasn't necessary. That "Just a few more months to doesn't mean I'll ever accept tie up loose ends and that's it," he told losing him so soon. me. This time of year is especially tough This was very welcome news. That for us. My dad would have turned 78. business can be physically demanding, He would have gone to High Holiday and at age 75, the strains, cuts and services and joked about how rusty his bruises didn't heal as quickly as they Hebrew was. He would have held used to.. But my dad was stubborn court at my brother's wedding in [about retiring]. November. He and my mother would "What do you want me to do?" he'd have celebrated their 39th wedding ask. "Move to Florida so I can play anniversary in the spring. shuffleboard and catch the senior early- Despite my lingering sadness and bird special at five o'clock every night? bitterness, I can hear him saying, "Never!" "Stop crying about me. Be a man and I can still hear the flat, hollow scream live your life." I let out when I first heard my father That's what I am trying to do, to had been shot. It was a surreal moment, laugh and to love, just like my dad my worst nightmare come true. would want me to. I now realize that's My flight from Atlanta to Detroit the best way to honor him. ❑ Terrorists: Welcome To The USA Philadelphia es, anyone can become a ter- rorist. But so far nearly all deaths at the hands of mili- tant Islam on U.S. soil have been perpetrated by 50 foreign-born Arab men. This means that the very first line of defense for the U.S. homeland consists of those who issue visas (the consular division of the State Department) and those who control the borders (the Immigration and Naturalization Service, or INS). Trouble is, neither of those agencies has understood its secu- rity role, favoring instead a "courtesy culture" that approves for entry as many applicants as possible. The disastrous mistakes they made became painfully evident with two revelations last week. Had the State Department properly applied its own rules — as Joel Mowbray showed in y Daniel Pipes is director Of the Middle East Forum and author of Militant Islam Reaches America. E-mail: Pipes@MEForum.org National Review -- not one of the 15 Sept. 11 hijackers whose visa forms he inspected could have legally entered the United States. Those applicants failed almost all the tests required for admission (information about address- es, means of support) but nonetheless were allowed in. As for the INS, U.S. Rep. George W. Gekas, R-Penn., chairman of the Judiciary's Immigration, Border Security and Claims Subcommittee, finally overcame INS stonewalling to learn the disheartening saga how one immigrant terrorist, the Egyptian Hesham Mohamed Ali Hedayet, stayed in the United States. In a hearing last week, it came out that Hedayet entered the United States as a tourist in 1992, then applied for asylum claiming discrimination on account of his "religious beliefs." To support this claim, Hedayet told the INS that the Egyptian government had coerced him into signing two doc- uments, acknowledging his member- ship in al-Gama'a al-Islamiyya ("the Islamic Group") and his intentions to overthroW the government was allowed to disappear into Egypt. the vastness of American life. Hedayet denied the validity His possible membership in of these confessions, but — al-Gama'a al-Islamiyya went given the nature of al-Gama'a unremarked and no govern- al-Islamiyya, a group engaged ment agency tried to find in terrorism going back to the him. assassination of Anwar el- More appalling yet, the INS Sadat in October 1981 — authorized Hedayat to work DAN IEL their very existence should in June 1996, on the same day PIP ES have raised red flags. it issued a deportation memo- Spe cial For example, the 1992 edi- Comm entary randum. tion of Patterns of Global In July 1996, Hedayet's wife Terrorism, the U.S. govern- won a visa from the State ment's most authoritative source on Department's annual lottery. Again, terrorism, reported that "Most of the the possible connection to terrorism attacks [in Egypt] in 1992 were perpe- went unheeded, permitting him to trated by the al-Gama'a al-Islamiyya take advantage of this to become a extremist group ... This group seeks lawful, permanent resident. the violent overthrow of the Egyptian Six years later, on July 4, 2002, the Government." full extent of the INS's error became The INS, however, treated Hedayet's evident when Hedayet launched a case as routine. It did rule against his shooting spree against the El Al count- asylum application in March 1995 er at Los Angeles International (unconvinced by his claims of religious Airport, killing two before being shot persecution) and formally began the dead himself. deportation procedures, but like One might think this atrocity would countless other failed applicants, he PIPES on page 44 10/1S 2002 43