This Week Insight 43t.,A5 rotor ries Prophetic Words "No otherplace I would rather be," terror victim wrote before her death. MARLA BENNETT Jewish Telegraphic Agency Editor's note: The following column was written by Marla Bennett, a San Diego native who was killed in the July 31 cafeteria bombing at Hebrew University in Jerusalem. She wrote this piece in May for the Avi Chai Bookshelf a project for participants in Birthright Israel. to look like. The air is charged with our debates and dis- cussions as we try to assimilate into our lives all that we've learned. Life here is magical. It's also been difficult. Just a month after I arrived, the current intifada (Palestinian uprising) began. My time here has been dramatically affected by both the security situa- tion and by the events happening around me. I am extremely cautious about where I go and when; I avoid crowded areas and alter my routine when I feel at all threatened. But I also feel energized by the opportunity to support Israel during a difficult period. This is undoubtedly an important historic moment for both Israel and for the Jewish people. I have the privilege of reporting to my friends and family in the U.S. about the realities of living in Israel at this time and I also have the honor of being an American choosing to remain in Israel, and assist, however minimally, in Israel's triumph. I remain in Israel this year as part of the Pardes Educators Program, a joint program between Pardes and Hebrew University. At Hebrew University, I am completing a mas- ter's degree in Jewish education while I continue to study classical Jewish texts at Pardes. Jerusalem 've been living in Israel for over a year and a -half now, and my favorite thing to do here is go to the grocery store. I know, not the most exciting response from someone living in Jerusalem these days. But going grocery shopping here — deciphering the Hebrew labels and delighting in all of the kosher prod- ucts — as well as picking up my dry cleaning, standing in long lines at the bank and waiting in the hungry mob at the bakery — means that I live here. I am not a tourist; I deal with Israel and all of its complexities, confusion, joy and pain every single day. And I love it. Mixed Emotions I got the "Israel bug" during my I receive a stipend each month junior year, when I studied at the from the AVI CHAI Foundation, Hebrew University of Jerusalem. I which is funding the program, and had traveled in Israel before, but liv- Marla Bennett with her boyfriend, Michael after I complete the degree in June ing here was a qualitatively different Simon in Jerusalem. 2003, I have made a commitment experience. to teach in a Jewish school in I left knowing I would return. I North America for three years. was not sure whether I would study or work, but I knew As I look ahead to the next year and a half that I will that my love for Israel, my desire to understand this coun- spend in Israel, I feel excited, worried, but more than any- try and my desire to learn more about Judaism were not thing else, lucky. yet satiated. I am excited that I can spend another year and a half in a place that truly feels like home, a home in which I Months Of Learning am surrounded by an amazing community of bright and I came back to Israel a year and a half ago — and what a interesting friends who constantly help me to question year and a half it has been. In September 2000, I began and define myself. studying at the Pardes Institute of Jewish Studies, where I I am worried for Israel — an historic moment this is, but have been learning traditional Jewish texts from master also difficult and unpredictable. I feel lucky because the teachers, with other students who represent a broad range excitement always wins out over the worry. of Jewish backgrounds and perspectives. The exhilaration of Torah and Talmud study, close I have learned more in my year and a half of study at friendships and a lively community far outweigh the fears. Pardes than I learned during my entire undergraduate Stimulation abounds in Jerusalem — and I need only go to career. But my learning is a result not only of the hours I struck once again by how lucky I am be the supermarket to (Jewish Beit Midrash spend pouring over material in the to live here. There is no other place in the world where I house of study), but also of my life in Jerusalem. would rather be right now. ❑ Here in Jerusalem, I've found a community of seekers: people who like me want to try living in another coun- — This article was distributed in partnership with Jewish try, who want to know more about Judaism; people who Family e:3- Life (wwwjflmedia.com) are trying to figure out exactly what they want their lives I Remember When From the pages of the Jewish News for this week 10, 20, 30, 40, 50 and 60 years ago. For the first time in its 44-year his- tory, the Waltham, Mass.-based Brandeis University National Women's Committee is inviting men to join. A joint statement issued by the Jewish Community Council of Metropolitan Detroit and the Detroit Council of Islamic Organizations says the Jewish and Muslim communities of Detroit condemn the atrocities and ethnic cleansing taking place in Bosnia and Herzegovina. 1982 The Married Group of Temple Beth El in Bloomfield Township announces a new program called "Preparing for Jewish Parenting." Dr. Irving I. Edgar's newest work, A History of Early Jewish Physicians in the State of Michigan, is ublished. 1972 The Detroit Chaim Weizmann Society, disbanding after 19 years of charitable service, presents a $6,500 check to the Weizmann Institute of Science in Rehovot Israel. 1962 Bayard H. Friedman, a 35-year-old attorney, is the first Jewish council- man in Fort Worth, Tex. Congregation B'nai Jacob will erect a building on Eight Mile Road in Detroit. mvt, • 1952 Airman First Class Sylvia Pilsen of Massachusetts becomes the first woman Jewish chaplain's assistant in the U.S. armed forces. . x W\N\W* , 1942 A dinner held at Franklin Hills Country Club in Farmington Hills raises $365,000 in War Bonds. Detective Sergeant Albert Shapiro leaves the Detroit Police Force to become a captain in the Marines. — Compiled by Holly Teasdle, archivist, the Leo M. Franklin Archives, Temple Beth El tTI N 8/ 9 2002 27