parents knew he was gay or if the Beatles knew about him being gay, all those ques- tions are kind of put to rest in the book, because everybody says they knew all the time and it was no big issue. His parents knew of it, even when he was very young." Geller describes Epstein as very close to his warm, clutching mother" and somewhat distant but very respectful of his "super-ego MARTIN NATCHEZ Special to the Jewish News Me e r;t, d ,: sE:545,3ss:ri; "' aealks books eveE wr:iten —Fincmciol fox,: {1.,3 IN MRS LIFE: DEBBIE GELLER EDITED BY ANTHONY WALL "In My Life: The Brian Epstein Story" tells the saga of Epstein's life through the reminiscences of his _friends and family. 12/8 28 000 0 " • Author Debbie Geller writes the story of a tortured Brian Epstein, the man who made the Beatles bigger than Elvis. C": I 'm absolutely sure that, if it wasn't for Brian Epstein, we never would have heard about the Beatles," says Debbie Geller, whose book In My Life: The Brian Epstein Story (St. Martin's Press, $24.95) exposes a secreted, personal life that the group's manager hid behind a fastidiously tai- lored and smoothly mani- cured facade. Born on Yom Kippur, in 1934, Brian Samuel Epstein was the first-born son of a well-to-do Liverpudlian Em- ily of Jewish-Lithuanian decent. His father, Harry, owned a successful London furniture store, and his .000004 mother, Malka, was always referred to by her Hebraically translated nick- name, "Queenie." Both parents marveled at their golden child's success as Epstein relaxes with John Lennon. the guiding force of the There were rumors they were lovers. British music explosion in the early '60s. Geller's book probes Epstein's upbringing in an anti-Semitic society, his closeted homosexuality and an unbalanced appetite for drugs that presumably led to his death at age 32. That hushed subject mat- ter is not weighed by the author's perspective, but rather addressed and detailed by nearly 30 of Epstein's close friends, remaining family members, Brian Epstein: Letting his hair down near business associates and well- the end of his life. known music icons. Among the contributors are Paul McCartney, record producer Sir George father." The family, which included a Martin, Marianne Faithfull and Gerry younger brother, Clive, was observantly Marsden (of the British band Gerry & the Jewish and kept kosher. Pacemakers). But the eldest son's childhood experiences Their eyewitness accounts, which were with anti-Semitism in school caused him to originally solicited for a British film docu- become increasingly indifferent about mentary that Geller and co-producer Judaism, possibly providing the reasons why, Anthony Wall- began in 1996, hinged upon as an adult, he raised a shield against intoler- a lessening of discretion that occurred after able memories of being a religious outcast. the death of his mother. "Essentially, Britain's mainstream culture "A lot of people felt they could talk, was anti-Semitic, so being identified as an because Queenie Epstein had died," Geller outcast wasn't accepted in the '50s and '60s," says. "So there's a frankness about his sexual Geller notes. "I never knew about anti- life and his drug usage that was really more Semitism until I went [to England]. People covered up before. People did not want to still say the most anti-Semitic things all the talk about it, out of deference to her. time, and its really shocking." • "As for any kind of speculation about if his Epstein found social salvation in manag- ing, grooming and guiding the careers of some of the top British music acts of the Martin Natchez writes about classic '60s. Those bands included the Beatles, rock from his home in Grand Blanc.