Ainsumem. Torah Portion Jewish And Family History Provide A Wilderness Compass This week's Parsha (Torah portion) is the last moment of being home-free; for after this census is taken, everything changes. Indeed, the Hebrew text can be read as "they were reborn (va-yityaldu)," not just as if their names were registered. Rashi interprets this to mean that the tribes brought records of their heritage. n the wilderness of Sinai, God But Nachmanides pictures the instructed Moses: "Take a census Israelites doing more than just recount- of the whole Israelite community ing their names: he envisioned them by the clans of its ancestral hous- actually retelling their family's histories es." (Numbers 1:2) to each other. They would be "reborn" What an interesting time to choose and enrolled for the life's journey only if for this registering of num- they came to terms with the bers and names! Immediately full story of the path which prior to their embarking led them to the place where upon a long journey the peo- they were standing. ple must be identified and Just as our confirmants assigned a lineage. and graduates at this time of They are preparing for life. year submit biographies and Many of us will, in the next credits for their accomplish- few weeks of our communal ments and just as they need lives, see our children partici- to know their own families' pate in ceremonies of confir- stories (with triumph and NORMAN mation in the synagogue and sorrow) before they can ROMAN graduation from institutions of truly go out into the world Special to the higher learning. Their names as adults, so did the Jewish News will be announced their fami- Children of Israel need to lies will be congratulated. And get their story straight we will realize, often with tears, that this before entering their wilderness. may be the last opportunity in a long "My father was a wandering time, for us to stand together before we Aramean," they said. "My mother embark on new journeys. danced with Miriam at the shores of the The Children of Israel expected, when sea," they proclaimed. "I stood at Sinai," they lined up with their houses for the they remembered. census, that they would soon enter the God and Moses wouldn't let the peo- Promised Land. They were preparing to ple move on until -they were reconciled return home. Yet the very name of our with who they really were, and who they Torah portion, BaMidbar — in the wished ,to become. wilderness — demonstrates they were This Shabbat before Shavout is, then, facing a difficult period of wandering. the time to recall the heritage of home Homecoming was a long way off. and the challenge of being free. It is a Yearning for home and family is a very time for telling stories of family history, strong emotion; wanting to be in a safe for recognizing names and achievements place, a good place, and wishing to share in the past, and for sharing concerns for that sense of security are all aspects of what will happen in the future. parenting and nurturing which we cher- In celebrating the desire to move on, ish as family members. But we also we acknowledge the lesns learned in know that yearning for freedom, new all the places we have been. 0 experiences, wonderment and challenge are strong dimensions of the human condition, as well: My teacher, Dr Larry Hoffman, How do you know that you are reminds us that this Torah portion is ready to "move on?" How do you always read on the Shabbat before the help instill the self confidence in festival of Shavuot. He calls this the others to do so? If you could "home-free Sabbath," for in our read- design a banner of your "ancestral ing, we will soon be entering the house" under which you would wilderness wandering" for almost 40 stand to be counted as a member years, but, on this Shabbat, we are of the Jewish community, what invited to "feel at home." We are would be written or pictured on called to number and identify our- that banner? Tell a story about selves, and reaffirm our stand under some member of your family that the banners of our ancestral houses. everyone should remember. Norman Roman is a rabbi at Temple Shabbat BaMidbar: Numbers 1:1-4;20; I Samuel 20:18-42. I Conversations Kol Ami in West Bloomfield. in the h Joyride Hot Ice USA Simone Vitale Band & The Back Street Keens Sun Messengers Higher Ground The Jerry Bass Band Sunset Blvd. Notorious and many more... Bumplestillskin Cali for a free video Newsmaker consultation years of excellence: rj 505 S. 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