SPECIAL COMMENTARY The Worm In The Apple mental apple orchards, where non-pol- n the Upper Galilee, high on the luting "biological warfare" techniques ridge above Kiryat Shemona, are used to combat pests. My kids and smack on the Lebanese border, I sat on bales of hay as we listened to a sits Kibbutz Menara, founded by young woman coyly describe the sex a group of hardy pioneers in 1943. life of the moths that attack Before 1948, Menara was apples. She told how natural physically closer to Arab vil- pheromones are used to lages in Lebanon than to any entrap the bugs before they Jewish settlements in Pales- can implant their larva — tine, and the border was easi- the "worms" we find in ly crossed. Young kibbutzniks apples — in Menara's bought supplies from the Granny Smiths. Lebanese Arabs. There wasn't Then we picked a few enough water for showers, so plastic bagfuls of apples and the kibbutzniks bathed at were taken to the weighing Kfar Giladi, a long and station known as "Little ST U ART sweaty roundtrip hike that Lebanon," a tiny piece of SCHO FFMAN defeated its own purpose. turf that is officially part of Spec ial to Today, there's plenty of Lebanon. Thanks to a "de the Jew ish News water at Menara, and a beau- facto" border adjustment tiful swimming pool. years ago, it is today just A French-built cable car barely in Israel, a cutesy appendage of connecting the kibbutz with Kiryat Menara's tourist package. Shemona is Israel's newest tourist From behind blue wraparound sun- attraction. glasses, a wiry kibbutznik I'll call Ofer As I sat there suspended between showed us the terrain of the Lebanese heaven and earth, enjoying the mar- valley below. He cynically dubbed it velous view, it was hard to avoid soul- Israel's "virtual security zone." ful, if banal, meditation on the precar- "That's where the Hezbollah [the iousness of life, especially considering Islamic fundamentalist group] shell us the border location. from," he said. "They lob a Katyusha We rode in a small tractor-drawn rocket over Menara, aimed at the hill- trailer to one of the kibbutz's experi- side above Kiryat Shemona, designed as a warning. Now everyone has to get Stuart Schoffinan, associate editor of into the shelters. Anyone who doesn't the Jerusalem Report, writes a monthly get in deserves to get hit. Just . kidding. column for the Jewish News. He can be Its just a game." reached via e-mail at: A few kilometers into the valley, a steart@netvision.netil I large plume of white smoke drifted into the hazy autumn sky. And what is that? "That's us," said Ofer. "Earlier today, we hit them back." Was anybody hurt or killed in this inning of the game? "Hard to say," he replied. We may or may not be out of Lebanon in a year, but I do know my son will be a soldier in eight years. And now we were sitting, two vaca- tioning families, at a long table on the patio of the Grill Center Restaurant, a spanking-new, hexagon-shaped shish kebab joint on a dusty side street near downtown Kiryat Shemona. Founded in 1949, Kiryat Shemona was named for eight men: Joseph Trumpeldor and his companions. In 1920, they had battled the Arabs at nearby Tel Hai. My son, nearly 10, was telling us about a trip made with a classmate. Every year, that boy's father and his army buddies take their kids on a camping trip; this time my son went along. My son was describing the mili- tary exercises his friend's father had put the boys through. It was fun, he said, learning how to drop to the ground, crawl for cover and lie in ambush in star formation. My boy walked away from the table. One of our traveling compan- ions, an Israeli army veteran, then graphically told us about the terrible night when he and his platoon had ambushed enemy soldiers during the Lebanon War. He was appalled: This is what you teach boys of 10? The waitress came; she was maybe 20 years old. Our friend suddenly asked her: Do you feel you live on thin ice? "Always," she said. "Every two weeks, back into the shelters." Do you think we should just pull out of Lebanon because maybe if we did, he said, the Katyushas would stop? "I don't know," she said. "I feel for the soldiers, I feel for the people in this town. I don't know. I don't think so. How was the food?" Prime Minister Ehud Barak intends for us to be out of Lebanon in a year's time. Maybe we will be, maybe we won't. But this I do know: In only eight years, my son will be a soldier. When I got back to Jerusalem from the far north, I cut open one of the apples, and found a worm in it. 17 LETTERS lived in the Lodz Ghetto before my deportation to Auschwitz. I went to see the movie Jakob the Liar last month ("Hope Amid Despair," Sept. 24) because I wanted to know that the events of my horrific past were portrayed correctly, as they happened. You can only imagine how difficult it was for me to see this movie. I knew the radioman, Chaim Widafsky (the character called Jakob Heym in the movie, played by Robin Williams), and I remember that he was tortured by the Kripo (the Nazi criminal police) for listen- ing to a radio. I'm not sure if he actually had a radio, but he was accused of it and beaten severely. He survived the beating; but when he was summoned to the Kripo again, he committed suicide in an out- 11/12 1999 36 house by drinking iodine to escape the torture. This was how I remem- bered it happening. The cruelty that existed was unbelievable. I remember the scene in the movie where they loaded people to be sent to Auschwitz. My mother, Bluma, and my brother, Chaim, were picked up in the streets and sent to Auschwitz by train. I was already there and I never saw my family again. I can name 95 people from my family murdered dur- ing the war. I must live with this memory every day. In the movie, they showed how starvation was done by a system. Peo- ple who helped load people onto trains bound for Auschwitz received an extra bowl of watery soup. I did not receive any extra food, and I was starved daily. When liberated by the British, I weighed 58 pounds. The movie portrayed a rumor about the Russians coming to free the Jews from the ghetto. In reality, the rumor spread one day in 1943; and the Nazi guards began shooting the Jews who had begun to gather. Many survivors in Michigan still remember this event. I did not recognize the street names or the scenery from the movie, but the only fiction from the movie was the Jews dancing, and the ending, when he was shot. I write with the hope that one day all hatred will stop and the world will exist in peace and harmo- ny. Survivors must share our memo- ries so that this history never repeats itself — ever. Ruth Lehman Oak Park Peace Process: What Progress? In response to letters to the editor in the Oct. 29 issue, it is important to remain cautious and realistic in evaluating where the "peace process" has brought Israel. One comment, for example, was that "this is the exact moment to pro- ceed to a comprehensive and complete peace between Israel and all of its neigh- bors." As Jews, we all might wonder whether this quote makes sense and is grounded in compelling facts or that it is only wishful thinking. After six years of the Oslo agree- ments, has the peace process been a slippery slope of disappointed expec- tations or have positive achievements been accomplished that herald a