A Survivor's Story t had been 55 years since David Bergman saw the stone mountain near the Plaszow concentration camp, off in the distance, past the cemetery. He remembers the 12 weeks he was imprisoned there as a 12-year-old slave laborer, hauling heavy rocks from the mountain to build a foundation wall for some barracks a mile away. He remem- bers being forced to carry the rock above his head as he walked. Now, after a ceremony by the Plaszow monument, a guide pointed to where the wall might be, and Bergman headed towards it. He was trailed by 60 students and their adult guides from the Detroit area, participants in the Detroit Unity Mission/International March of the Living, an annual event meant to keep alive the reality of the Shoah and its aftermath. "As I walked, I explained to them where we were going," Bergman said in an interview last week. 'After I had a good cry during the ceremony, I was able to compose myself again." Plaszow was the first stop of the 1999 march, and the cere- mony there was the most emotionally intense part of the trip, according to Bergman's elder son, Rabbi Aaron Bergman of Congregation Beth Abraham Hillel Moses. After saying Kaddish at the monument, some of the stu- dents read poems. "Then we had my father say a few words," said Rabbi Bergman, a March guide. "He talked about being there. When he said, 'This is the place where I said goodbye to my father,' there was just silence. "I started reading the memorial prayer and I got about halfway through it and I was crying," the rabbi said. "My father was crying and my brother, then everyone. It was a very emotional moment." Laurence Bergman, David's younger son who also served as a guide, said, "You could see his mind reliving some of the events. This actually did hap- pen. It wasn't some kind of a nightmare or movie. "Everything was a movie growing up — film strips and heroic events that seemed unimagin- able," Laurence Bergman said. "But it was extremely disturbing to have a tangible refer- ence point." Rabbi Bergman said, "My father's always A survivor returns to the Polish concentration camp where he last saw his parents, his sister and his brother 55 ago. 5/7 1999 HARRY KIRSBAUM StaffWriter DAN LIPPITT Photographer been open about talking about it, but there was just something about being there with him. A deepening of understanding and a connection of the stories with the place was just powerful." `Thrust Into Hell Born in 1931 as the middle child of a devoutly religious family, David Bergman lived in Boczkow, Czechoslovakia. "I had a very Orthodox upbringing," he said. "Prayers twice a day, keep kosher, obey all the Ten Commandments, put your faith in God. Then all of a sudden, from a happy home life and preparing for my bar mitzvah, it's like physically being taken out and thrust into hell." In March 1944, the Hungarian Gestapo put a seal on the door and sent the family to a processing camp A brick from in Hungary. A few weeks later they the Birkenau were shipped by train to Auschwitz, gas chamber. where he was separated from his fami- ly as they stepped off the train. "I never saw my mother, sister or brother again," David said. "When I entered Auschwitz, the belief in God faded into the background. It wasn't, 'God, why is this happening?' It's just that this voice, this force of sur- vival, took over." He wrestles with the idea that the voice came from either his own being or from God. Standing in a children's line, Bergman sensed danger. Waiting until the guard had his back turned, he ran into the adults' line and found his father. When faced with a guard who asked him what he was TRIUMPH on page 10 :._\