Participants in a Jewish Vocational Service program credit it with pulling them up by the bootstraps. PHOTOS BY DANIE L LIPPI TT 1 JULIE EDGAR STAFF WRITER ich Levinson remembers sitting on his bedroom floor sobbing, his wife and teen- aged daughter crying be- side him. How would he tell his moth- er he wouldn't be visiting her in Pittsburgh the next day because he just lost his job, a position he took despite a very comfy situa- tion in an accounting firm? \/ His daughter, 13 at the time, already "thought it was the end of the world," Mr. Levinson recalls. He was sure his-mother would think him a failure. Jewish men don't lose their jobs. If they aren't working, it means they either have overly indulgent parents or N fat trust funds. But the economy is a great equalizer, and these days, it is no respecter of status or education — the very things that once in- sulated Jewish professionals from its cruel vagaries. "Generally, Jews are not un- employed, so the world thinks. We've been taught you don't dis- cuss those things, but downsizing, layoffs, etc., do not target religion, they target people," says sales manager Michael Silverton, twice a casualty of market forces and corporate downsizing. Mr. Levinson's mother re- sponded to the news this way: How can I help? And his friends /— rallied around him, too, although he figures they were probably \_D Rich Levinson got the emotional support he needed. thinking, "There but for the grace of God go I," he laughs. Mr. Silverton and Mr. Levin- son both eventually landed jobs they love, but finding them meant climbing their way out of an abyss of depression and anxiety. It wasn't easy. They credit programs at Jew- ish Vocational Service with eas- ing them into a process of intense soul searching that boosted their self-esteem and helped them get on with their lives. One of them, the 4-year-old Corporate Opportunity Program, helps casualties of economic re- structuring reassess their skills and re-enter the job market armed with new ones. Typically, the program attracts men be- tween the ages of 40 and 60 who have never had to write a resume or even face a job interview but have been through some sort of corporate outplacement program. They usually earn a minimum of $40,000 and carry the twin bur- dens of college tuition and mort- gages, says JVS executive director Barbara Nurenberg. "These are people who always did the right thing," she says. The Corporate Opportunity Program is part ofJVS's compre- hensive career-development ser- vices, which include psychological and personality testing, resume writing, interviewing techniques, salary negotiations and job place- ment. Resources like telephones and reference books are available to job seekers at the center. When she joined JVS 25 years ago, Ms. Nurenberg says, people talked about how Jews could pen- etrate the corporate sphere, a whitewashed world that was off- limits to them. "Now our problem is not get- ting people into the executive suite. The primary issue is re- structuring. Many Jews are in the upper corporate levels now. When corporations merge, how many CEOs do they need?" she says. Downsizing, or the sacrifices corporations make to ensure a more profitable future, has crept up on the highly educated popu- started a month-long seminar called "My Job, Myself," which ex- plored the often entangled issues of personal identity and job and ways to reassess one's work-skills objectives. He also learned to talk to his family honestly. Then Mr. Levinson moved onto the networking sessions with Wal- ter Tarrow, the head of the Cor- porate Opportunity Program, where Mr. Levinson polished his interviewing skills through role playing and networked with oth- ers who also suddenly found themselves out of work. "Clearly, it was a support group," he says. "We weren't al- lowed to feel sorry for ourselves. We were told that we had the job of looking for a job, and that it was a temporary situation." Mr. Levinson learned much more than how to re-enter the workaday world. He realized he didn't want to work for anybody but himself. He also learned to see himself more clearly. "They helped me to step back and see I was worthwhile, that I didn't need to beg for a job. I had skills people needed," he says. Mr. Silverton, 55, found him- self in the Corporate Opportuni- ty Program twice, the first time after he dissolved a business part- nership in an office-supply store five years ago. The second time, the company he worked for went out of business. lation, and giddy unemployment figures don't reflect that reality, Ms. Nurenberg points out. The kind of jobs that are being creat- ed are generally lower wage, and many people do not re-register for unemployment benefits, even if they haven't found work. `The Jewish community has a lot of people in the wrong segment of the economy. We don't have a lot of people looking for service- oriented jobs like in the fast-food industry," she says. Despite the misgivings of his wife Susan, Mr. Levinson, 56, left a consulting job at a CPA firm to work with an old colleague who needed an operations manager for his software company. Within six months, the partners went their separate ways, and he found him- self on the street. "I was 52 years old and scared s," Mr. Levinson says. "I had all these messages: People won't hire somebody your age; you don't have technical skills." He printed up 500 resumes and talked to everybody he knew, but the emotional chaos that followed the loss of the job made it difficult, if not impossible, to move on. His rage was like a black hole that sucked the con- fidence out of him. Mr. Levinson says pride pre- vented him from really spilling his guts to members of his family, but at least they knew he was out of a job. Ms. Nurenberg says it's not uncom- mon for some men to go weeks without telling their families they aren't working. "My role was protector, provider, and I had to keep up the facade," Mr. Levinson re- calls. A friend re- Walt Tarrow runs the Corporate Opportunity Program. ferred him to JVS, where he GETTING REAL page 60