For Volvo Lovers Only New '95 940 Sedan - Final Production Closeout careful not to hit Chelsea's head on the steel frame of the bed. She heard "this gurgling sound" and then Chelsea's stomach con- tents came up. She did chest com- pressions. Linda dialed 911. She said she told the operator, "Something has happened to my daughter." Linda carried Chelsea to the liv- ing room. She waited there for help. Chelsea was still alive when emergency services arrived. She was taken "by an expensive heli- copter ride" to an area hospital. Chelsea would be on life sup- port for some time. But soon after finding her daughter, Linda al- ready knew "instinctively that her spirit was gone," she said. She is angry about much that happened at the hospital, espe- cially the fact that physicians con- tinued to try and save her daughter long after Linda knew Chelsea had left this world. "They even put a pint of blood in her because her blood pressure was going down," she said. "Is that stupid? A pint of blood costs a lot of money." ix days before Linda's arrest she was on the portable telephone in the apartment of a friend with whom she stayed on and off since Chelsea's death. Things hadn't worked out with her job downtown, and she had va- cated the Canton apartment be- cause of too many bad memories. For a time, Linda lived with a sister. Then she moved in with the friend. She desperately wanted her own place, but the issue was money. Deeply in debt (some of it the result of Chelsea's emer- gency medical care), she had few employment prospects. She was eager to work, perhaps as a receptionist; she likes "to make people feel comfortable." Yet she was anxious at the thought of being in an office again. The voice on the other end of the line told Ms. Solomon the res- idence she wanted to rent was for adults only. "I don't have children anymore," she said. It was terribly difficult those first days after Chelsea's death. In February, Linda tried to kill herself with an overdose of pills. Weeks later she went to a mental hospital, where she said she re- ceived plenty of medication, but no therapy. Linda hated it so much it forced her to put on a fa- cade of normality — weeks after her child's death. "I had to pull my- self together just to get out of the place." While in the hospital, Linda tried to think of volunteer projects to do once she was released. She made drawings, including one showing a clown with a huge mouth and a red hat. The image came to her in a flash, and Linda believed it reprz,sents communi- cation from beyond. S "Chelsea Joy connected" she wrote in red and yellow crayon be- side the drawing. She continued to feel guilty for the abuse and for not spending enough time with her daughter. Last month, she was still think- ing often of death. "There's the guilt I feel for prob- ably causing Chelsea a lot of pain," she said. "Probably that's why I think a lot about death." She was having difficulty sleep- ing. The last apartment in which Linda Solomon was staying, a complex in Southfield, was qui- et. The friend with whom she lived had a collection of Buddha figures and Chinese art. Chew treats for the owner's dog sat on a table in the dining room, and New Age music played throughout. There were huge trees outside the large window that brushed against the side of the balcony. Once, a squirrel made a jump and missed his target. Linda appeared terrified for his safety. She also found a small spider on the wall and carried it outside. "He's got such a tiny little life and it's stupid to kill him," she said. If only things could have been different — if only somebody had been there to help, she constant- ly said. "People cannot be chained only to responsibility." And would Chelsea be alive to- day if such help had been avail- able? "Possibly," she said. Linda's attorney would not com- ment on the cause of Chelsea's death. He said the prosecution's case was built solely on circum- stantial evidence. But at least one report is cer- tain to give the prosecution a boost: the Wayne County coroner has ruled Chelsea's death a homi- cide. Before her arrest, Linda lamented life. It was lonely, she said, and nothing could have been worse than this past Mother's Day without Chelsea. Her memories are starting to slip away, too. "I don't remember what she (Chelsea) looked like." She wept constantly when speaking of her daughter. "I still turn around to look for her and she's not there," she said. "I'd just about give up anything if she hadn't gone away." Still, Linda was not ready to give up on the future. She thought about returning one day to school. She could become a teacher and study psychology, maybe even be- come a child psychologist. "But I have a long way to go." Because of the hardships throughout her life, Linda re- gards herself "a small child...emotionally." She dreams of having a husband and more children. How she misses hav- ing children around, she said. In fact, more than lust about any- thing in the world, she loves be- ing a mother. ❑ • • The 940 has a longer wheelbase for a smoother ride. • Antilock Brakes and Dual Airbags • Side Impact Protection (a 1997 safety requirement) • Limited Slip Differential for better winter traction • Lower maintenance cost • 4 year or 50,000 mile factory warranty • Volvo On Call roadside assistance $21,995 Price includes: All standard equipment (ABS, Dual Airbags, Cruise Control, Power Windows & Locks, Power Mirrors) and nordic package. Destination charge, tax, title are additional. or 36 Zero Month LEASE Capitalized Cost Reduction $34992 tax Due at Delivery: Acquisition fee $495, security deposit $375.00, first payment, all taxes, license, 15 cents per mile over 36,000, purchase option 13,540.00 total of payments = monthly payment X 36. 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