Close Up • rihi. A tro, r: t '841 JUANA C tin '14 al ': 11 t rA 4 ' their way back into the ruins. Many were screaming. Huge blocks of stone continued to fall; no one will ever know how many people were killed instantly, how many killed by falling stone, how many suffocated waiting for rescue. The scene was one of hellish confusion. "The television cameras arrived in five minutes; the police and ambulance took 15," Mr. Slutsky recalled. His deepest concern at the time was to let his family know he was all right, before they saw the pictures on TV. He grabbed the microphone a radio reporter stuck in his face and begged for someone, anyone, to call his mother and tell her. A neighbor heard and phoned at once with the news; his mother ran to find Pablo. But it was too late. The little boy was sitting in a back room in front of the tele- vision, crying. Mr. Slutsky stayed at the site, assisting rescuers, till 5 am. the next day. He slept at a nearby building, then returned. A sturdily built man in his early 30s, he worked diligently, tirelessly, almost without thought. A friend begged him to identify her husband's body; he walked into the room filled with bodies — and parts of bodies — pulled from the wreckage, and did so. "If you ask me if I could do such a thing, I would say, no, never," he said, speaking through an interpreter. Yet he had. It would be two weeks before he saw his family again. When he did, his mother insisted he remove every strip of his clothing, so she could see for herself the impossible truth: he had received not a single scratch. But not even the seemingly untouched came away un- scathed. Nearly four months after that July 18 morning when a bomb ripped through the AMIA building, killing 86, wounding 200, even those who survived intact are struggling to recover, reeling under the weight of unbearable pain, groping for answers in a country where truth and justice, hard facts and real solutions are all elusive commodities. According to Argentine police, a white van drove into the entrance of the building and exploded; intelligence sources place the blame on Iranian fundamentalist ter- rorists. An investigation, headed by a judge, is under way. But this is a country where almost nobody trusts the police, the intelligence service, or the official version of anything. The bombing of the Israeli Embassy here two years ago remains unsolved. No one believes the current investigation will come to anything, either. They cling instead to private truth. Everyone here has a story about "the moment," 9:53 a.m., if not their own, one they have heard. There are the close calls. Asiram Above: Volunteers flooded the area near the site in the aftermath. Far Left A line of volunteers passes out needed supplies. Left Concrete barriers protect the entrance to Hebralca Community Center.