A Difference Of Opinion Seeking An Atonement For A Horrible Act SHARMA SHAPIRO SPEC AL TO THE JEWISH NEWS I struck the match, touched the flame to the wicks, closed my eyes, hands curling, tried to recite the Sabbath candles blessing and I began to weep. The needless deaths of 40 Mus- lims, young and old, the de- struction of hopes and dreams for peace between Israelis and Arabs and the instant wiping out of much of the inroads to- ward trust for Jews and Mus- lims were all thoughts that flashed through my mind as I desperately tried to welcome Shabbat... and I could not. There are those in the Jew- ish world who called Dr. Baruch Goldstein a modern-day Mordechai. Mordechai in my studies in Megillat Esther un- derstood diplomacy under a gov- ernment that he did not personally choose, understood humility when led through the streets of Shushan by Haman and restrained himself from pelting this evil personality with rocks and stones, with harsh words or cruel jokes, and un- derstood patience and trust in God that ultimately the Jewish peoples' safety and survival would prevail. Dr. Baruch Goldstein, armed and wearing the uniform of an IDF officer, barged into the Cave of the Patriarchs (Machpelah), the Tomb of Abraham and Sarah, Leah and Rebecca and Isaac — one of the holiest sites of both Judaism and Islam. He entered the area known as the al-Ibrahimi Mosque, to find the congregation of 400 Muslims praying on the occasion of Ra- madan. Aiming his rifle at the prostate rows of worshippers, he opened fire. When the shoot- ing stopped, 40 Arabs lay dead and 170 were wounded. This massacre inaugurated a spate of violence in the territories un- rivaled since the beginning of the intifada. The Temple Mount in sacred Jerusalem was again the scene of bloodshed and the significant progress which had been made in the PLO-Israel talks in recent weeks for peace, precious peace, came to an abrupt halt. No longer could I comfortably point my finger to Arab ex- tremist groups like Hamas and pronounce that they are the ma- jor hinderance of the peace process. Now I must look with- in to find uncompromising ex- tremists that use God, Torah and Israel as tools for their own means, murder. Our rabbis point out that Torah begins with the Creation story to express explicitly that all humanity is one. I was filled with anguish to read demonic statements attributed to those claiming to be rabbis. Said one, "One million Arabs are not worth a Jewish fingernail." Statements like this belittle who we are individually and who we are to the world. I extend my tears and my hopes to the families of the vic- tims of this craven act of terror, both Muslim and Jewish, that the peace process will be accel- erated and a workable settle- ment reached to the conflict that has inflamed the Middle East and cost the lives of so many Arabs and Jews. In working within one of our tradition's binding precepts, Tikkun Olam, we must all be in- volved in the search for peace and resolve that extremists on either side can never be allowed to block the critical path to the resolution of this conflict. This past Shabbat, we read from Ki Tissa. The phrase, lichafer al not sho techim, to make atonement for your souls, is one of the sublimist teachings of the Torah. We learn that the Torah expresses the horror of shedding human blood and in- structs all to make atonement for the murdered souls before God. On Shabbat Ki Tissa, I be- gan to weep and beat my breast to begin my atoning. ❑ Sharma Shapiro is Michigan area director of the American Jewish Committee. A 'Sensitive' Man Cried Out With Action RABBI ALON TOLWIN SPEC AL TO THE JEWISH NEWS B efore I express my feel- ings about last Friday's massacre, evoked by a conversation with my brother who lives in Israel, I need to state clearly that I be- lieve this act was a tragic er- ror. I believe that the act was wrong in that it took the lives of many people who were not, as far as we know, active ter- rorists, and even more so, in that it has already evoked Arab venegeance and put the lives of Jews around the world in danger. It is easy for us in "comfy- cozy" America to feel sad, lib- eral and egalitarian toward our "Arab cousins." Most of us don't "live on the edge," with the Damocles' sword dangling above our heads. But our brothers and sis- ters in Israel, especially those who moved to the West Bank with government assurances, do live that way. They live with fear that their children are open prey when they go to school, that their husbands are stoned daily as they drive to shop and work. They wor- ry for their wives and moth- ers as they walk under Arab eyes. For them life is real, de- cisions have consequences, an enemy is an enemy, whether carrying a gun or kneeling in prayer. Thank God that we have the luxury of feeling safe. This feeling gives us the ability to analyze such an event with a degree of objectivity. trained and committed doc- Yet we cannot afford to for- tor, one who heals people. He get the anguish and pain of was the father of four chil- those who don't live this way. dren, a teacher, an idealist Golda Meir said once that and an ardent Zionist. though we can forgive the Dr. Goldstein worked in a Arabs for killing our sons, we clinic on the West Bank. Day cannot forgive them for forc- in an day out, for years he ing us to kill theirs. treated the victims of Arab A tragedy happened in Is- terror, usually at no charge. rael last week. An American- He applied the skills and tools trained doctor opened fire of his trade to patch up those with automatic weapons on he loved and cared for, those Arabs who were kneeling at prayer in the Tomb of the Pa- triarchs. The press went nu- clear. "An abom- ination, a holocaust." The response of the Israeli govern- ment was swift and sure: it will disarm any Jews living on the West Bank who are associated in any way with these "extremist organizations." The PLO's re- Hebron residents debate an Israeli soldier. sponse was swift and clear: "Peace talks are with whom he shared his vi- discontinued." sion. He did what he did and And Jews throughout the where he did it because his vi- world hang their heads in sion was a free and peaceful shame and worry. land of Israel. Who did this cowardly He patched the split skulls deed? Perhaps a madman, a cracked by rocks hurdled by fanatic no doubt. No, the per- Arab terrorists. He extracted petrator was a doctor, a well- bullets from children, events that we don't hear about in the paper. His heart was sick- ened with the lack of support and protection granted the Zionist settlers. His mind ached from the convoluted re- sponses given by the govern- ment to "Palestinian demands." Several months ago, two bodies were brought to his clinic. The coverings were pulled back and he found himself staring into the faces of his best friend, Mordechai Lap- idas, and Mr. Lapidas' 19- year-old son, both stabbed to death by Arabs. Dr. Goldstein wept and prayed that this insanity cease. He was deeply hurt. Several weeks ago, a Jewish woman was brought in on a stretcher, dead and pre- gant. She had been shot by Arabs. Again he wept. His mind exploded. And the govern- ment announced that Prime Minister Yitzhak Rabin will no longer pay respect to the dead by attending the funer- als of those killed by the Arabs. The world's response was a predictable silence. Jewish blood is cheap. Who will express the rage and injustice of spilt Jewish blood? Purim in Israel is a time of joy and celebration. Dr. Gold- stein was with his children in shul. The Megillah was read, recounting how the Jews were saved in those days. Today, yesterday and, most probably, tomorrow are different. With- out a Mordechai and an Es- ther to articulate to the Jews the danger they are in, the Children of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob are in double jeop- ardy. Only 30 percent of the Jews in Israel support Rabin's plan now, down from 70 per- cent. Arab killings are more frequent and more brutal. We've become the world's "bad guys" once again. Dr. Goldstein was a sensi- tive man, a healer. He picked up his weapons and cried out so that someone in the world will notice what is happening to Jews. This morning's papers printed Rabin's government response: "Weapons will be taken from the settlers and several hundred more terror- ists will be released." The PLO reply, "These are hollow gestures." ❑ Rabbi Alon Tolwin is executive director of the Detroit area of- fice of Aish HaTorah. CC