Elsie Simkovitz's great-grandparents, the Gutmans (the photos Bertha Weinschenk put in her shoes and took to Theresienstadt); Bertha's star and, at bottom, her diary. t"'""Asairtrwir her "beloved sister-in-law," taken away on a transport; her grandchildren, includ- ing little Steffi; her brother- in-law; and finally "my dearest husband Yaakov," who died in Theresienstadt. After these terrible events, I became weak and sick and could hardly go on. If she managed to survive, Bertha wrote, it would only be "with God's help." ertha Gutman was about to get mar- ried. She was born in Ottinge, Germany, a pretty girl from a religious family who was eager to step into the role of homemaker. Her B future husband, Jacob Weinschenk, was one of 10 children and a widower with three children of his own. His first wife had died while giving birth. Bertha always treated Jacob's children — two girls and a boy — as her own. When she and Jacob had a daughter, Hanna, no one spoke of stepsisters or half- brothers: everyone was fam- ily. Jacob and Bertha settled in Nuremberg and lived a quiet life. Then the Nazis came to power. The couple applied to emi- grate, but permission did not come. the Meanwhile, Weinschenks' youngest daughter, Hanna, married Jacob Buehler, a salesman. They had two children, Elsie and Ernest. In 1938, Jacob Buehler secured an exit visa. He came to Detroit, where relatives lived, and planned to save money to get the rest of the family out. But it would be too late for two of the Weinschenks' children: a daughter and her family, as well as the couple's only son, were mur- dered by the Nazis. A sec- ond daughter, Paulina, escaped into France. Hanna stayed with her children at her parents' Nuremberg apartment. There was little to do but wait. Just venturing outside was hazardous. Elsie Simkovitz still remembers when Jews were forbidden to sit on park benches and Hitler Youth regularly beat up Jewish passersby. On Kristallnacht, she watched as the Adas Yisroel Synagogue was burned to the ground. "The fire trucks came right away," she says. "And then they just sat. They were there to make sure the surrounding homes (of gen- tiles) didn't catch fire." And then in 1940 the bit- tersweet news came: Hanna could leave with her chil- dren, but her parents would have to stay. Elsie, who was 12 when the family emigrated, remembers little of the jour- ney to America, "except eat- ing an orange on the way." Her father had paid for the trip with money he saved working — at an annual salary of several thousand dollars — as a night watch- man at Davidson Brothers, Inc. on Nine Mile and Woodward. The store owner was famous for helping refugees from Nazi Germany; when the Buehler children arrived, he gave