the plight of the Palestinians, when he refused to condemn Rev. Louis Far- rakhan for anti-Semitic statements or called New York "Hymietown," Jews felt a pain that transcended the polit- ical. But now that Rev. Jackson seems to have changed his ways, spearheading efforts of black-Jewish cooperation, speaking at synagogues and to rab- binical groups and asking for teshuva, or forgiveness, the community remains deeply skeptical. What will it take for the Jewish com- munity, which has honed pragmatic politics to an art, to allow Rev. Jackson to heal the wounds he helped inflict? And why does Rev. Jackson attach such ur- gency to his quest for rapprochement with the Jews? In a recent interview of almost two hours in his Rainbow Coalition office in Washington, D.C., Jesse Jackson re- vealed a passionate desire to heal this troubled relationship — and provided some unintended hints of why this at- tempted reconciliation has been so dif- ficult. Unselfish Interest Rev. Jackson's office is less than three blocks from another office he once coveted — 1600 Pennsylvania Ave. His office itself is not austere, but it is far from ostentatious; unlike the offices of many Washington luminaries, the walls are not plastered with pho- tographs featuring the occupant with presidents, popes and premiers. Regarded as one of the nation's most stirring orators, Rev. Jackson in pri- vate shows flashes of eloquence and a mastery of images, particularly when he talks about the broad moral visions with which he seems to feel the most comfortable. But at other times he stumbles along with incomplete sentences, his thoughts sometimes trailing off. At times — when he discusses the im- portance of the black-Jewish alliance, for instance — he speaks with visible passion; other times, he seems some- what detached and unfocused, as if his interest had flagged. At the outset of the interview he was wary and a bit stiff. Only after 30 min- utes or so did he visibly relax, putting his feet up on a chair as he spoke. Throughout, he gave the impression of a man who wants very much to be un- derstood and appreciated by the Jew- ish community but who can't quite figure out how to go about it. One point of contention was his ac- tivity on behalf of increased black-Jew- Low Points Along The Way 1979: Rev. Jackson meets with PLO chairman Yassir Arafat; photographs of the two leaders embracing become part of the Jesse Jackson iconography. Mr. Jackson called for the creation of a Palestinian state. 1979: Rev. Jackson, responding to the resignation of U.N. Ambassador An- drew Young after unauthorized contact with Yassir Arafat, appears to sug- gest that organized Jewish interests are, in part, responsible for Mr. Young's departure. 1979: At Yad Vashem, Rev. Jackson, labeling the Holocaust one of the great tragedies of human history, connects the experience ofJews during the Holocaust and blacks in the American South, and declines to label the Holocaust "unique" — angering some Jews. 1984: In a private conversation with a black Washington Post reporter during his first presi- dential campaign, Rev. Jackson refers to New York as "Hymietown." 1984: At a campaign rally, Nation of Islam leader Louis Farrakhan, a vocal Jackson sup- , porter and critic ofJews, introduces Rev. Jack- son, and warns Jews that an attack on Rev. Jackson will be regarded as an attack on all blacks. Rev. Jackson, shown here with Atlanta mayor Andrew Young, criticized the Jewish 1985: Rev. Jackson, speaking to an Arab Ameri- community for its role in Mr. Young's resignation as U.N. Ambassador during the can group, labels Israeli settlements in the West Carter administration. Mr. Young had met with PLO representatives. Bank a violation of international law. ish cooperation. Rev. Jackson insisted 1987: In an interview in Tikkun, a liberal Jewish magazine, Rev. Jackson it has been ongoing, but that it is only suggests a comparison between the situation in South Africa and the Holo- recently being noted. And as for his mo- caust, and — while insisting on his support for Israeli security — said that "af- tives, he resented any inference that firmative action for Zionism had to do with uprooting people from lands." he was seeking to bridge gaps with the 1988: In a New York Times interview, Rev. Jackson insists that ties be- Jewish community to increase his tween South Africa and Israel are a major source of friction between Ameri- chances to win a high appointment in can Jews and blacks. the Clinton administration. 1988: After Rev. Jackson fails to win the Democratic presidential nomina- "My interest in bridge building and tion, an American Jewish Committee survey shows that 59 percent of reconciliation in relieving tensions is American Jews regard the candidate as an anti-Semite. an unselfish moral interest," he said. 1988: Rev. Jackson meets with Israeli ambassador Moshe Arad — a meeting "I seek nothing but to revive a coalition that resulted in considerable criticism of the Israeli envoy, but may have that has the capacity to protect both of started Rev. Jackson's slow rehabilitation process in the Jewish community. us from a rise of fascism in the country and in the international community."