THE JEWISH NEWS A Toast To Jewish Living Bad Things Happen To Good People: Noah's Drunkenness By RABBI WILLIAM GERSHON One of the most familiar and often quoted portions from the Torah is the story of "Noah and the Ark." When most people recall this story, the flood, the ark and animals immediately come to mind. Very little attention, however, is given to what happened to Noah after he left the ark. The Torah tells us that Noah became a tiller of the soil and planted a vineyard. He drank of the wine, became intoxicated and uncovered himself, only to be discovered by his son Ham. Noah, who had saved God's creatures, finds himself in disgrace and -shame. From the text of the Torah, we do not learn why Noah suddenly became a drunkard. After all, the Torah describes him as ish tzadik bedorotav — a righteous man in his generation. The rabbinic midrash Tanchuma, searching for a reason for Noah's intoxication, portrays Noah as justifying his drinking with a phrase from the Psalms: Veyayin y'samah levav enoush — wine gladdens a man's heart. This midrash raises yet another question: why should Noah, endowed with a blessing, a covenant and a new world order, need wine to make him happy? I believe we can find an answer by viewing Noah's life as a whole. According to the Torah, the first six hundred years of Noah's life were uneventful, except for the birth of his sons. Every day was like the day before. He neither experienced nor expected anything out of the ordinary. Suddenly, God gave Noah a mission. The life of a man who never needed a calendar became filled with dates. While in the ark, every day was not like the one that preceded it. For the first time in his life, Noah experienced fulfillment. He was saving humanity and through him, the animal kingdom was to be preserved. He could see that the future of God's creation depended on the care he gave daily to his family and the animals. When Noah left the environment of the ark, he was left high and dry physically and emotionally. After the peak experience of his journey, the Torah records no more dates in his life. His daily experience apparently returned to the same state as it had been before the flood. But Noah was not the same man. He longed for the ark experience — the feeling that there is a goal and a purpose in life, that life is more than the routine of the ordinary. He tried to recapture this sense of purpose through intoxication. And while he may have felt that he was again rising above the world, his illusory happiness ended in shame. None of us has been through the experience of saving a world, but as Ben Azzai, a talmudic sage declares, "Every individual has his hour" — be it achieving something extraordinary in a career, getting married, graduating college, becoming bar or bat mitzvah, celebrating the passage of one's children into adulthood — all of us have peak experiences. At such moments in life, we are raised to a level of personal triumph. Our hearts overflow with fulfillment and pride. Unfortunately, there are many of us, who, like Noah, become disillusioned with life because we can't find constant highs or sustain peak experiences to keep us going. Continued on Page 60 0-) CC UJ co 59