FOCUS Trying To Stay Jewish In Rural New England DEBRA NUSSBAUM COHEN I yndonville, Vt., (JTA) — Far from the politi- cal jockying and infor- mation overload that mark the meetings of organizations focused on the interests of urban and subur- ban Jews, 500 Jews from rural New England gathered here recently for the 10th an- nual Conference on Judaism in Rural New England. At Lyndon State College, on top of one of Vermont's smaller Green Mountains, these Jews came together in early Summer for fellowship, prayer and learning. Those who came represen- ted every type of Jewish ex- perience. Some were old, some very young. Some were yeshiva educated, oth- ers Jewishly ignorant. A few were observant, most were secular. There were intellec- tuals and laborers, political progressives and conserva- tives. They were mostly from Maine, New Hampshire and Vermont, with a sprinkling from southern Quebec, Massachusetts and northern New York state. But they all came hoping to find the same thing: a connection to Judaism, and to each other as members of the Jewish community. To be a Jew in the open, Anglo-Saxon Protestant spaces of "The North Coun- try" means living in "the di- aspora of the Diaspora," said organizer R.D. Eno. It means living among folks who, more often than not, have never met another Jew in their life and have no idea what being Jewish means. It means "people asking you 'What do you do at Christmas?' even after they know you're Jewish," said Nancy Sugarman, from Rutland, Vt. North Country living means being asked how you celebrate Christmas by people who know you're Jewish, but don't know what that means. Many of the area's Jews hide their Jewishness from public view and live as "hidden Yidden," cut off from their faith and culture. "As a Jew in rural New En- gland, I have often felt in- visible," said one conference participant. Among other problems faced by Jews here is the lack of attention they re- ceive from mainstream Jew- ish organizations. Mr. Eno had to close his popular K'fari newspaper — the only Jewish publication for Jews in Vermont, Maine and New Hampshire — a year ago, for lack of funding. He is now shutting down the K'fari Center for the same reason. The Center had planned to hire an "itinerant" rabbi who would periodically visit all the area's Jews, but was not able to find a way to fund the position. Mr. Eno is bitter about the lack of sup- port. "There's a lot of hand- wringing going on in the big Jewish groups over the at- tenuation of Jewish life in America. But this is where Jewish life is thriving and being nourished," he said. "The point is, we're the ones struggling to bring that Jewish consciousness into our lives and into the lives of our children." Many of the Jews here are urban refugees. Some fled an observant upbringing in which they felt tradition was "shoved down their throats," according to one common refrain. Others came to the moun- tains of New England look- ing for an alternative to the suburban Reform lifestyle of their youth, which they felt was devoid of meaning. To be sure, there is a New England social culture that attracts people who have more than a fondness for tofu and Birkenstock san- dals — people perhaps best described as non- conformists.