CLOSE-UP Shoshana Cardin loan guarantees had inadvertently torn away the fab- ric of security that American Jews had so carefully wo- ven over the years. This was more than a political injury, she told Mr. Bush; it was a personal attack that made American Jews view their secure lives in Amer- ica in a fundamentally different way. "He had to understand that — and nobody else was getting the message through," she said. "I was quite graphic. And I definitely had his attention. He was shocked." The president reportedly went pale at the repri- mand and a few minutes later, at the meeting with about 15 other national Jewish leaders, he told them that Mrs. Cardin "speaks very directly." That came as no surprise to her colleagues, who have long admired her grace under pressure as a lo- cal, national and international Jewish leader and spokesman. But Mrs. Cardin was clearly disappoint- ed that her colleagues chose to remain silent rather than back up her criticism of the president at the Wal- dorf Astoria meeting. "These were the key players in the American Jew- ish community in that room," she said. "This was the time to tell him that the message I conveyed was valid and deep and sincere. But this one issue, because it was personal, nobody touched. I will never understand that. I was not frustrated, I was shocked, absolutely shocked that it was not picked up subsequently." Perhaps it is this sense of mission — and of a lack of faith in others to speak out when necessary — that is prompting Mrs. Cardin to let it be known that she is willing to serve a third term as chairman of the Con- ference of Presidents. (In the world of American Jew- ish leadership, it is considered unseemly to announce one's intention for office.) Mrs. Cardin is mid-way through her second one- year term as chair of the Conference, an umbrella group of some 48 national Jewish organizations that develops consensus positions on issues relating to Is- rael. But despite the respeCt that she has from colleagues, there are persistent rumors that the new Labor gov- ernment may want to see an American Jewish lead- er more closely aligned with Labor as chairman of the Conference. Will Mrs. Cardin be the sacrificial lamb in the endless game of Diaspora-Israeli political ma- neuvering? Dual Role S fitting in the spacious living room of her Maryland home, Mrs. Cardin is a gracious hostess to two reporters and a photographer, offering them cold drinks on a hot day, and taking the phone off the hook to prevent distractions. But for the several hours of our interview, the screech of the fax machine is a regular counterpoint to her steady voice — a constant reminder that she is the closest thing the Jewish community has to an of- ficial spokesman. In her role as chairman of the Conference of Presi- dents, she seeks to advocate Israel's policies in Wash- ington and explain American (including Jewish) attitudes in Jerusalem. She has a personal relationship with both U.S. and Israeli officials, and describes being called at home by Secretary of State James Baker on Mideast peace matters as well as calling then-Prime Minister Yitzhak Shamir at home to wish him a Good Yom Toy. Mrs. Cardin seems well suited to her role, which is primarily interpretive and consensus-driven. She What It Takes: Clear Mind, Iron Stomach hat qualities are needed to chair the Con- ference of Presi- dents? "First, you need to be able to laugh," Mrs. Cardin responded imme- diately. "And you have to be able to not take criti- cism personally — I get my share of hate mail. W 0 1.0 ral_RAVAtl.ntICT_N_I_CIOD "You need a tough hide, the ability to re- main cool under fire, to think clearly and listen to those you turn to for counsel, to be willing to listen to all viewpoints, to be accessible and to be in- clusive." Warming to the task, she added, "you need to draw some order out of chaos, and to be able to earn the respect of those with whom you dis- agree." With reference to the hectic travel and work schedule she keeps, she added the need for drive, innate energy, an iron stomach and the ability to get by on very little sleep. Mrs. Cardin acknowl- edged that, given the ex- penses involved out of her own pocket, her vol- untary job is only for the elite. There is no salary and she pays for three or four trips to Israel a year for meetings as well as an average of $500 a month for phone bills. During her extensive traveling, it is not unusu- al for Mrs. Cardin to be in meetings from 7 a.m. until close to midnight. And it seems that she is always on the road. "It's come to the point where I send out my schedule — and it says at the top 'subject to change' — three months in ad- vance to the two offices I work with [the Confer- ence of Presidents and the National Conference on Soviet Jewry, which she also chairs], to my four children and to my husband," she said. Her only support staff is a secretary in the New York office of the Nation- al Conference on Soviet Jewry. c=.) b „_/