an explanation, on the To- rah, mixed with stories of Rabbi Yohai and his associ- ates. Kabbalists then and now believe that only through the study of Kabbalah can man unlock the secret codes of Torah and of the universe. All Kabbalistic systems have their origin in the same questions: Is God an entity to Himself? How does He relate to His creation? To express the unknow- able aspect of God, early Kabbalists of Provence and Spain coined the term, Ein Sof, Hebrew for infinite, without end. Ein Sof refers to the absolute perfection of God. Only through the finite nature of every existing thing, through creation it- self, is it possible to deduce the existence of God. For years, secrets like this were concealed. Rabbis said its study should be limited to males 40 years and older. They said Kabbalah should be learned only after one had mastered the Talmud and Mishnah, the more tra- ditional religious texts. It was Abraham ben Mor- dechai Azulai, a 15th-cen- tury Kabbalist, who decreed that everyone should study the Kabbalah. He believed the Messiah would appear only through the merit of Kabbalistic learning. However, beginning in the late 18th century, Jews were so eager to be accepted into the salons of western Euro- pean society that they aban- doned Kabbalistic teachings, preferring to assimilate more easily with the gen- tiles. To prove they were as modern and enlightened as their neighbors, they shrugged off those teachings that stressed the uniqueness of Judaism: the divine na- ture of the Torah, the spe- cial relationship between God and the Jews, the belief in Messiah. In the process, many Jews lost their way; the elements that made up Kabbalah be- came lost or suppressed. To- day, Jews search in vain for spiritual depth, not realiz- ing that Judaism already contains a vast and varied mystical dimension. Ms. Lowe-Schwartz was one of those who searched in vain. "I eventually came to Kab- balah through my love of art history," Ms. Lowe-Schwarz said. For years, I explored Christianity and became ac- quainted with other reli- gions. At first I'd find other religions and philosophies reasonably profound, then it would eventually flatten out and become superficial." Ms. Lowe-Schwartz turned to psychology, going as far as starting a master's program. She tried tran- scendental meditation. She ate only macrobiotics. She studied the principles of Ying and Yang. "It was helpful for a short while," she said, "but didn't teach me how I could help others. Eventually, Ms. Lowe- Schwartz heard about the Lubavitch movement and Rabbi Elimelech Silberberg of Bais Chabad in West Bloomfield. "I studied about Judaism for a long time," Ms. Lowe- Schwartz said. "When I was ready, the rabbi suggested TERMS Terms Kabbalists Use: Devekut: A Kabbalistic be- lief in a mystic union of the soul with God. From the He- brew, lidvok, to cling to. Eyn Sof: The hidden, infi- nite aspect of God is called the Eyn Sof. From the He- brew, without end. Gilgul Nefashot: Gilgul is Hebrew for transmigration of souls, sometimes ex- plained as reincarnation. Gematria: One of the ag- gadic rules for interpreting hidden aspects of the Torah. Consists of explaining a word or group of words ac- cording to numerical value of letters. husks created by man's neg- ative deeds which cover and limit man in his spiritual development. Kabbalah: Received in a chain of transmission traced back to Adam. From the He- brew, L'kabel. Neshamah: Third of the five levels of the soul. Kavanah: Intention, mysti- cal concentration. Klippot: The shells or evil .1_J_GW_C ■ S et..1 " nn Nefesh: Lowest of the five levels of the soul. Sefirot: The 10 personal as- pects of God. They are keter, (crown); binah, (under- standing); hokhmah, (wis- dom); din, (judgment); hesed, (kindnus); tiferet, (beauty); hod, (splendor); netzah, (victory); yesod, (foundation); malkhut, (majesty). Through the se- firot , God reveals himself. Shekhinah: Shekhinah is an expression used to denote the presence of God in the world. the sin of Adam and Eve. From the Hebrew, L'taken, to fix. Tzimtztum: The symbol of a universe coextensive with God. As if God contracts himself to make room for man and his universe. • Hitpashtut: Reentry of God into the empty space. The second step of the action. It is the opposite of the first Tiklum Olam: The doctrine act, the breathing out which of restoring the universe to succeeds the breathing in. LI its original design before Sitra Ahra: An aspect of the universe, connoting evil.