rubble of German cities and neighbors stateside who hadn't written. He re- ferred only once to "souvenirs" he would be bringing home. It is unclear whether he was speaking about the bones. W hen Paul Miller came home, he was carrying some extra baggage. True, he took from Europe the bones fo the dead. He also took home the pain of seeing a concentration camp. Dr. Emanuel Tanay knows all about trauma. The Detroit psychiatrist is a survivor of the Holocaust, having lived first in Krakow under false papers and then later in Auschwitz. He has written books and articles on the trauma of liberators and survivors. "There are two con- tradictory responses," he said. "Taking something like that (the jar) is a way of holding on to the memory. Doing nothing with it for decades is the other side." Dr. Tanay, in an analysis he admits is hypothetical, said Sgt. Miller took the bones as a form of healing. Many concentration camp liberators suffered for the experience. "Many have never recovered," he said. Sgt. Miller, who ap- parently never spoke of his experiences at Nordhausen once home, fit "perfectly" into a model for the traumatized liberator, the psychiatrist said. In an introduction to The Liberation of the Nazi Con- centration Camps, a 1981 compendium of speeches and testimony by lib- erators and survivors, Miles Lerman writes: "They (the liberators) were battle-weary veterans of fierce military campaigns — the Normandy Invasion, the Battle of the Bulge, Stalingrad, and Kursk — soldiers who were harden- 28 FRIDAY NOVEMB ed in battle and thought they had seen everything and were beyond shock. Then they entered man's worst Hell." Jack Schwartz, local commander of the Jewish War Veterans, said that in wartime soldiers fre- quently make light of death. One of his friends sent him, as a wedding present, a Japanese rifle and a samurai sword. The sword, still stained with blood, was taken off a dead Japanese soldier. Mr. Schwartz was shocked, and his newlywed made him throw the sword out. To this day, he still can't ex- plain his friend's gift. "Who knows how the human mind works?" Mr. Schwartz said. "Why would somebody want to do that? I don't know." Perhaps, Dr. Tanay said, Sgt. Miller took the bones to prove — with cold fact — that the Holocaust happened. Perhaps he did it to cope with the trauma. Because the atrocities in Europe were so un- precedented, so large, they Photos from Sgt. Miller's scrapbook. also became incomprehen- sible. That is, according to many, the logic that Holo- caust revisionist historians use to draw their arguments; there is no way so many Jews could have been killed, there is no way civilized people acted so boorishly, etc. All of these assumptions rests on the premise of reason. The words of the Timberwolves' historians Joe Carli: "If Monday morning, everybody woke up and decided to kill Italians and Poles, I would hope that somebody on the other side would say, 'This is crazy.' " echoes ironically: "It has to be seen to be believed." Gen. James Collins, in a 1981 conference for lib- erators in Washington D.C., recounted his memories of the liberation of Nordhausen. At the time, he was a lieutenant colonel commanding a field artillery battalion. "It was really mind- boggling . . . I had my whole battalion go through that camp to see what it was like. This made a tremendous impression on these young farm boys from North Dakota." Sgt. Miller simply acted to preserve memory against the compulsion of reason. "This is a very common reaction," Dr. Tanay said. Saving the bones for memory was the act of Paul Miller. Saving the bones for history was the act of Mr. Joe Carli. After Mr. Carli made his initial discovery, he told both his father_ and a co- worker that he wanted to give the items to the Holo- caust Memorial Center in West Bloomfield. Mr.Carli is part-Italian, part-German and part- Polish. His mother's aunt escaped Nazi Germany without her family, who were all killed for their po- litical opposition to Hitler. The aunt's sensitivity to the memory of the war was such that she would break a drinking glass in her hand at the mere mention of Hitler or the Holocaust, Mr. Carli said. Mr. Carli wanted — for the sake of his family, for the sake of the murdered — to keep the discovery quiet and deliver Mr. Miller's items to the proper au- thorities. But word got out. A Nazi memorabilia collector phoned Mr. Carli, inquir- ing especially about the jar of bones and teeth. "The items are not for sale," Mr. Carli said. "I am not selling human body parts." The collector persisted, alternately cajoling and threatening Mr. Carli. He said he would tell the newspapers about the jar. Mr. Carli did not object. The collector said others would want the jar, too. Mr. Carli said he wouldn't change his mind. The col- lector said Mr. Carli shouldn't give the jar, or the other items, to Jews. Other collectors said simi- lar things: "Those Jews are going to turn around and sell it," one said. "Don't give it to them. They control everything," said another. "The Jews want to erase history." Mr. Carli received two business cards in the mail. Both read: "White Folk Unite! Join the Mich. Klan." Collectors offered $10 each for the photos Sgt. Miller had taken of Ameri- can soldiers burying Jew- ish bodies. One promised more than $2,000 for everything in the box. Mr. Carli was steadfast.