is one man's search for truth, whether in journalism, with its quest for a balance in the presentation of issues; or in Judaism, where the author mounts an honest effort to find acceptable shades of gray in a world increasingly more sharply divided between black and white. It is a difficult and lonely search, and sometimes the only counsel Mr. Goldman can find is the spirit of Rabbi Akiva, whom Mr. Goldman says would be his personal saint if Jews believed in canonization.. Rabbi Akiva, says the Mishnah, was the on- ly one of four rabbis "who went down to the orchard" and emerged whole; one fell gravely ill and died, one became a heretic and one went mad. Mr. Goldman's interpreta- tion is that the four went ex- ploring other religions, and three just couldn't handle it. Rabbi Akiva could, and thus becomes Mr. Goldman's spiritual guide. "Rabbi Akiva stands by me in my work," he writes. "He even stays with me when I cover a story in church or have a vegetarian meal in a non-kosher restaurant. 'Go for it Rabbi Akiva whispers in my ear. 'Go into the or- chard. Judaism is meant to be challenged. That is where it gets its life? " Mr. Goldman accepts the challenge, and takes us along on this intensely personal journey. There is his disorienting childhood, where he ex- perienced what was then a quite rare thing in Orthodox circles: a divorced home. There is his passion for jour- nalism and the story of his career, including an insider's look at the Times. And there is the powerful, mystical pull that his faith has on him — "For me, Sab- bath candles still held their magic." With all this, there is his search for God at Harvard. Mr. Goldman is in no danger — he emerges from his 20th century version of the orchard intact; that is to say, strong and secure in his religion. But what kind of religion? While Mr. Goldman remains steadfast in his religious observance, there has always been one big if: If he were ever given ari emergency by the paper, he would have to work on Shabbat because of his "-moral responsibility to report the news." It's a problem he has trou- ble resolving. His Orthodox girlfriend can't accept his ra-. tionale, so he goes to see a modern Orthodox rabbi, one A Very Happy and Healthy New Year to All Our Customers saAikto STRAWBERRY HILLS 32906 Middlebelt Farmington Hills, MI CHARTER HOUSE HAIR SHOP ON THE BOARDWALK Management and Staff Wish Their Customers and Friends The Very Best Of Health, Happiness and Prosperity In The New Year ORCHARD LAKE ROAD, SOUTH OF MAPLE (2 Doors From Stage & Co. Deli) HAIR STYLING FOR MEN 851 HAIR - Man IIHIlait and MR. AND MRS. WEISS AND FAMILY Wish All Our Customers & Friends Sincere Best Wishes For A Happy, Healthy & Peaceful NEW YEAR and Give Many Thanks To Our Customers For Their Wonderful Patronage SHOP ZEMAN'S® NOW 2 LOCATIONS TO SERVE YOU BEST! WE FEATURE HAIR PIECES BY I ' ‘4)\1(."--Ll' 1,MR. AND MRS. MERTZ AND FAMILY HOURS — TUESDAY THRU SATURDAYS 7 a.m. to 6 p.m. . Wishing All Our Customers & Friends A Very Healthy and Happy New Year Joe & Frank Stella of F. D. STELLA PRODUCTS CO. 700 Fenkell • Detroit • 341-6400 NEW YORK BAKERIES SERVING THE NORTHWEST SIDE FOR OVER 25 YEARS 30760 SOUTHFIELD RD. at 13 Mile 646-7159 25258 GREENFIELD RD. - 967-3905 'CHALA' is taken from everything that is - baked — Under the supervisionof the COUNCIL OF ORTHODOX RABBIS OF GREATER ETROIT by the Mashgiach RABBI AVRUM GARDIN and strictly supervised by Mr. Weiss and - Mr. Mertz (owners) Happy New Year To All Our Friends & Customers ramery One 31596 Grand River Farmington 474-7070 THE DETROIT JEWISH NEWS 155-