CLOSE-UP They have advanced academic degrees, high paying jobs, Hebrew school and a "good Jewish background." Now they have Jesus. different sort of spirituality is in this room. It's a hot, extremely humid Satur- day morning. The kind of humidity that soaks the small of your back and makes it uncomfortable to sit, stand, or do anything. None of the 40 wor- shipers seems to care, however, in the close, dim- ly lit chapel of the Nor- thwestern Baptist Church in Southfield. Arms in the air, with a slight sway, they sing praises to the God they call the Jewish messiah, Yeshua or Jesus. They say this as if they own Jesus, as if the gen- tiles took him on loan. He is their Jewish savior. Eyes shut and palms upward they whisper, "Thank you, Jesus; thank you, Jesus." The conversation is per- sonal. They know beyond a shadow of a doubt that Jesus hears this. Some of the men wear talleisim (prayer shawls). A small child, whose father is lost in rapture, plays with a pair of tzitzit, blue fring- ed. Loren Jacobs, the spiri- tual leader of Congregation Sh'ma Yisrael, one of at least two such Messianic congregations in the area, begins the recitation of the Sh'ma. The spiritual level climbs another notch. With tears in her eyes, a woman says, "The Lord is one." Her face changes. She's not in the room anymore, in- stead reaching up and grabbing for something only she and her fellow congregants see. Then her lips, as tender as if she were delivering a kiss, whisper the name "Yeshua." Only the words of Mr. Jacobs tether the woman to the here and now. The con- gregation stays standing as the 34-year-old Southfield resident recites the bless- A 24 FRIDAY, JULY 5, 1991 ing said before a passage of the Torah is read. He then opens a combination Old and New Testament and preaches to the congrega- tion. There are two choices, Mr. Jacobs tells the con- gregation. Jews can choose to follow the laws of the Torah through belief in Yeshua. Or they can choose not to. Yeshua, he says, is God's sin offering to the Jewish people. There is no in-between. You can come to synagogue several times a year and do a mitzvah here and there, but that is not going to get you heaven bound. He admonishes the congregation to come to synagogue more often and to live a Messianic lifestyle. Part of that lifestyle is to be victorious in love for Yeshua. The laughter of children in the Sabbath school in another room shakes the mood. A woman takes a clarinet and begins to play in a subdued tone while congregants make a per- sonal offering to Jesus, taking a bite of matzah and a sip of grape juice. The quiet, underlying tone of spirituality continues. Words of songs are followed with the help of an overhead projector. People touch one another. The crazies are not here. The fringe element is not to be seen. Only a group of people dressed mostly in respectable clothing, whose participants say they feel an energy of holiness that transcends responsive readings, brotherhood bingos and High Holiday tickets. For the uninitiated it's all too unsettling. It's all too different. It's the sameness though in mainline Judaism that the Messianics want. It's the sameness with' a difference. In this room, for these people on this Saturday in Southfield, is God. The congregants tell you this by their prayer, their ac- tions, their quiet moments.