HOLOCAUST A SACRED ENERGY Memory is the sacred energy which recalls — and heals the wounds of the Holocaust. SUZANNE BURR Special to The Jewish News t's important in reflecting on the Hol- ocaust that we create places to talk to each other." With these words, Elizabeth Kraut, coordinator of last month's University of Michigan's 12th annual Con- ference on the Holocaust, sums up the diverse array of film, theater, and discussion offered in Ann Arbor. Ms. Kraut's words have special meaning for two highlights of this year's con- ference: the Talk To Us theater troupe's presentation of "No Survivors," an interac- tive drama about life in an age of mass destruction, and the Memorial of Names, a 24-hour public reading of names of some of those who perished during the Holocaust. Both events dramatically il- lustrate the power of the human voice — to speak the unspeakable, and to resurrect through remembrance. It is the second night of this week-long conference. About 50 people sit in Hillel's auditorium, flanked by a poster exhibit entitled "The Courage to Remember." Scenes of prewar persecution of the Jews and graphic con- centration camp images line the walls. The first scene of this night's show by the Talk To Us theater troupe finds us "in the mountains of Turkish Kurdistan, near the foothills of Mount Ararat." In an apocalyptic landscape, two battle-weary soldiers — one Israeli, one Iraqi — confront their final moments of life. They share their despair (remembering the corpses he's seen, Dan, the Israeli soldier, cries out: "Why do the children always look so alive!") and grope for understanding (the Iraqi soldier, Hussan, wonders: "Maybe this destructiveness is another form of idolatry"). The second scene brings us closer to home. A young U-M student is helping her friend 36 FRIDAY, APRIL 12, 1991 Mike prepare for their class on the Holocaust. Rachel, who is Jewish, becomes in- creasingly upset as Mike's questions about Zyklon B gas and Einsatzgruppen touch on open wounds. This scene explores the complex, contradictory feel- ings of young people who perhaps were not expecting a college course to provide a descent into hell. The scenes are followed by five monologues based on the testimony of Holocaust sur- vivors. Alternately brutally honest and hauntingly beautiful, the monologues ful- ly engage the audience despite the absence of scenery, props, or special lighting. Since the company was founded in the fall of 1987 by artistic director Scott Weissman, Talk To Us has never flinched from difficult subjects. They have per- formed in residence halls throughout the U-M campus and have traveled to TheTalk to Us Group was part of Holocaust Week in Ann Arbor. Washington University in St. Louis and Allegheny College in Pennsylvania with shows on sexism, racism, homo- phobia, and AIDS. But somehow this show is special. - "This is just about the most intense show we've done," says Binna Burchell, a U-M junior who plays the character of Rachel. "It's very unnerving, because you wonder how people could be so heartless. How could the Nazis look at a little girl and see evil?" Fellow troupe member David Siegal, who plays Dan, the Israeli soldier, also grappled with the overwhelm- ing scope of the tragedy. "What I struggled with the most," he says, "is how unbelievable the Holocaust is. As an actor, there's a tenden- cy to want to make it huge, mythic, like 'Waiting for Godot! But you still have to deal with it on a level that's real for the characters!' Kathryn Clark, who earned her Ph.D. in kinesiology at U-M and now works on a postdoctoral fellowship in the Kresge labs, has performed a monologue in this show for two years. Speaking the words of survivors has made her confront their personal anguish. "During the rehearsal break, I had to go off by myself and cry," she admits. "It's much more upsetting to me to do the show this year. More than just understan- ding it, I'm beginning to feel it. It's not academic any more." Playwright Hank Green- span, whose interviews with survivors form the basis for the monologue, praises the company for their courage. A psychologist and teacher in U-M's residential college, Greenspan works closely with cast members as mentor and friend as well as writer. "I'm incredibly impressed by these folks!" he says, "and by the vulnerability they've allowed themselves to have. They've really opened them- selves up to the topic. And been overwhelmed at times — as people are" "You just can't do a scene or a monologue and not be in- tensely moved by it," agrees director Lisa Dixon. Because emotional reac- tions to this material can be strong, Ms. Dixon and co- director Mr. Weissman have provided more rehearsal time for this show, as well as time for just talking and sharing feelings. "Talking with people in the group and getting their view- points really helps, because everyone has a different perspective," says Ginna Burchell. Discussions are also bolstered by research, such as the troupe's visit to the Holocaust Memorial Center in West Bloomfield. For actress Wilandrea Blair, whose monologue questions the meaning of the Holocaust, the trip to the Center deep- ened her connection to her character. "I heard a survivor speak for the first time in my life. His voice was so gentle and caring. He said what we must do is teach our children that differences don't matter. Just be kind to each other." To round out the actors' learning experience there is the audience itself. TTU shows are interactive, pro- viding time. for questions from the audience (answered by the actors still in character). "The audience learns from the troupe members, and the troupe members learn from the audience!" says Lisa Dix- on. "That way, when some- thing hits home, it's not a facade — it's a genuine feel- ing that is shared." Or as she tells the audience,