"I am miserable," says Lois Hassan, who has been confined to Clinton Valley State Hospital for six years. for a stock position she held the previous summer at a drug store where her boyfriend worked. The re- lationship fizzled after she returned home. She started attending sessions with a psychotherapist, who told her she suffered from schizophrenia. "I live a very unexciting life. It's here or a hospital," Davis says. "I like it here." Eventually, Davis says, she will be ready to move into her own apart- ment. "I don't like to talk about leav- ing," she says. "Now I am thinking about getting a job." N ational Institute of Mental Health estimates that about 40 million Americans, or one out of every six, will suffer from men- tal illness during their lifetime. A disorder that strikes more often than cancer, heart disease or diabetes, doc- tors have not isolated the causes of mental illness, which usually strikes between ages 18 and 25. "People think that these are murderers who sit around and smoke crack cocaine," Iwrey says. "They are not. People living in the group home and apartment program are not dangerous." Rabbi Solomon Gruskin, who started the first Jewish outreach program for institutionalized men- tally ill adults in the late 1940s, recalls his first meetings with Jew- ish patients who were confined to Ypsilanti State Hospital. "They were removed from real- ity," Rabbi Gruskin says. "The families locked them up and threw out the keys." "But they weren't violent," adds his wife, Gitel Gruskin, who has worked with the rabbi on behalf of the mentally ill. Kadima resident Davis has lived that stigma. Shortly after doctors diagnosed her as mentally ill, she lived with her parents in their suburban home and worked at the infant/toddler day care center at the Jewish Community Center. "Someone looked over at me and whispered to another woman, 'Hey, she is schizophrenic.' " "It made me upset," Davis says. "I am just like everybody else but I have a few problems. I just ignored it." Kadima, established in 1984 to provide residential care for Jewish adults with mental illness, was the brainchild of Faye Menczer and President Rhoda Raderman, who at the time were working with Project Outreach of the Jewish Vocational Service. They discovered a need to care for the Jewish mentally ill after visiting state institutions with Rabbi Gruskin. A group of citizens met and drafted bylaws for the non-profit organiza- tion. Orchards Children's Services director Gerald Levin designed the program and helped secure state funding. Community members Deede Holtzman, Marlene Borman, Bob Sosnick, Doreen Hermelin and Janet Aronoff purchased the home for Kadima in August 1986. They named it the Rabbi and Mrs. Solomon Gruskin home. Today, Kadima's board of directors numbers 38. Among the board members are several people with mentally ill relatives. Phyllis Levitt and her brother, Harvey Rubin, a Kadima board member, have a mentally ill brother, who has been moving from hospital to hospital and group home to group home since 1961. Levitt says her brother lost his self-care skills and may not be rehabilitative. "If a program like Kadima had been around in the first years of his illness, he would have had a totally different life," Levitt says. " Some- day, somebody like him will be able to be serviced by Kadima." Warren Zussman, 3 7 , is schizophrenic. Because of his illness, Warren's step mother, Lois Zussman, serves on the Kadima board. Today, Warren Zussman lives in Baltimore in his own apartment under the auspices of a halfway house. His family sent him to a special hospital for the mentally ill in Baltimore about 12 years ago. A graduate of Michigan State Univer- sity, Warren started a successful ca- reer in sales. He then opened a jew- elry store in Birmingham. "He was a good salesman," Lois Zussman says. "He seemed to be functioning fine." But, at age 24, he started hearing voices. Soon after, Warren Zussman lock- ed himself in his apartment. His parents took him to a doctor, who prescribed medicine. But he didn't stay on the medicine. Warren left town by bus, and he began to travel the world. Then he ran out of money. He was 28. He called home. His father, Milton Zussman, said he would send money if Warren would enter a hospital. Warren went to Shepherd Pratt Hospital in Baltimore. "At first we felt tremendous guilt," Lois Zussman says. "What did I do wrong? You feel a sense of guilt and you don't know what it is. "We went for counseling," she says. "It was so hard. It's not as hard now as it was." Lois Zussman says Warren is do- ing well these days. He is trying to get back into sales, but he realizes it will be impossible to totally pick up his life again. "Sometimes he is better than other times," she says. "Now he is doing well. But you never know. Be- ing away, he doesn't get the atten- tion he needs. "Kadima is wonderful," she says. "But it is such a drop in the bucket. If Kadima had been around when Warren got sick, maybe he'd be here." Board member Gloria Perlmutter's 35-year-old son is schizophrenic. He has been in and out of mental institu- tions since he was 18. He is An estimated 40 million Americans will suffer from mental illness during their lifetimes. living in a private apartment in Bir- mingham. His parents support him. "He doesn't work;' Perlmutter says. "He does nothing all day long. He lives a very lonely existence." Three years ago, Perlmutter learned about Kadima, which she says, "Pro- vides tremendous hope." "These people experience the hope they have forgotten;' Perlmutter says. "They are removed from the hopeless- ness. The hazard of mental illness is hopelessness both to the relatives and the victims." Perlmutter calls Kadima the "most well publicized secret:' THE DETROIT JEWISH NEWS 29