OBSERVATIONS M Michael's Gate, one of the baroque vestiges of a bygone Vienna. Living With Eichmann And Mozart How it feels to be a Jew living in Vienna PETER SICHROVSKY 80 FRIDAY, DECEMBER 23, 1988 any times in the course of the last year I have said that I am not afraid to live here in Vienna. For a year I have been again in the city where I was born and where my family liv- ed for centuries. Almost 150 years ago one of my ances- tors, together with the Roths- child family, built the first railroad in Austria. He was honored by the emperor with knighthood, and even today a bust of him stands in the lbchnical Museum in Vienna. A hundred years later my family was exiled and mur- dered, down to a few members. Both stories belong to the history of Vienna, both belong to my history in this city. After seven years abroad I came back to this city, full of misgiving, all the more so at this point in time. But I came into a city that received me with friendliness, even though I am a Jew, yet with a peculiar combination of warding off and drawing near, of affection and suspicion, a mixture of hatred of Jews and tolerance, possible only in this city. Naturally, they are no long- er here, all the people who at the turn of the century made Vienna into what it is proud of today. If Stefan Zweig said at that time that nine-tenths of Viennese culture originated from Jews, perhaps he even understated. But whoever knows this ci- ty accurately, whoever wand- ers slowly through the old streets and little lanes and pa- tiently sips his little cup of coffee in one of the few old coffeehouses still preserved, that person still feels it and smells it, that Jewish Vienna. All of a sudden you bump in- to someone out of a Joseph Roth novel, into that farcical mixture of German and Sla- vic. Migrating from the ghet- to in the East, having already read Schiller, and expecting great freedom, they remained Excepted from an article in the German magazine, Der Spiegel, with the author's permission. A native and currently a resident of Vienna, Peter Sichrovsky has examined the post World War II generation of Germans and Austrians in Born Guilty: Children of Nazi Families, published by Basic Books in March. His article was translated into English by Joseph F Carey, of Quincy, Mass. in Vienna, a city that even now seems somewhat the way Lemberg must have once seemed. Of course I am fooling my- self. All that is not true; it is an illusion. The reality is otherwise. But that also is nothing new. It was always otherwise here in Vienna — the actuality. But Vienna had for centuries a population that was taught it is better to enjoy than to think. And this aesthetic is a question of en- joyment, of joy, and of embell- ishment for their own sake. And a Jew from Vienna is al- so a Viennese. He enjoys the restaurants, the cafes, and "congeniality," a Gemutlich- keit that offers itself in place of intellect and is gladly accepted. Are we lying to ourselves, we Jews in Vienna? Are they lying to themselves, the Rus- sian Jews who remain here and do not move on to Israel? They have opened dozens of little cobbler shops and in the evening they play their old songs. The strictly observant Jews, who pray to their God mornings and evenings in almost twenty little prayer rooms, often hidden in rented apartments scattered throughout the city: All this is here again in Vienna, with- out grandiose opening cere- monies. - Four Jewish kindergartens, from strictly orthodox to re- form. A grammar school and high school for the strictly observant. A Jewish college preparatory school — where is there anything like that in Germany? In the second district, sep- arated from the noble center by the Danube Canal; and where most of the Jews lived even before the war, are springing up Talmudic schools, Hassidic groups such as Chabad-Lubavitcher, a society for the spread of Torah learning. At Mex- ikoplatz are located little shops with all sorts of knick- knacks, in which a customer does best speaking Yiddish. A few months ago there was a Chassidic wedding in a fac- tory parking lot (they must take place outdoors) with more than a hundred men and women, who in their tradi- tional dress would fit in bet- ter in the Mea Shearim dis- trict of Jerusalem than in Vienna. Here they have their kosher restaurants, the butcher, the baker, even their own super- market. There are still (or • 0-1 a mewl •