h CLOSE-UP Dark Skies Continued from preceding page Deputies. Cohen, father of two, is not sure if he'll ever leave South Africa. "My grandparents are buried here. But I don't know where my children and I will be buried. But wherever I go, I'll still be South African!' Despite the difficulties, both financial and personal, in leaving, leave they do. Many college graduates barely finish their final exams when they find themselves on a plane north, east or west. "For young people, leaving this country has become less of a trauma. It's fashionable," said Shira Zimmer- man, 24, who left the comforts of her home in Johannesburg last year to live on a kibbutz in Israel. "In Israel you're allowed to demonstrate and won't be arrested, and you can be a part of an organization. In South Africa, if you join a leftist group, your house is searched and you're likely to be detained!' . commerce student in Johannesburg. "We should care for Jews and Jews on- ly. What did it do for the Jewish Americans to support black rights if they end up with an anti-Semite like Jesse Jackson who stabs them in the back? Jews in the States should spend more time protesting for Soviet Jewry than against apartheid. Don't get me wrong; I sympathize with the blacks, but if I stood up, the next thing I'd be dead!' But for all those who choose not to cry out, there is a strong core of Jewish activists daring to scream. They are working everywhere — from soup kitchens, to college campuses, to parliament — hoping to speed up the pace of change. Though only two per- cent of the white population, South Africa's Jewish community is well represented in nearly all progressive, anti-apartheid movements, including Black Sash, UDF, Parents of De- tainees and Jews for Justice. As active as Jews are, they don't deny their fear that a multi-racial or black government may be hostile towards Israel and the Jews. "I don't mind a black govern- ment," said Gordon. "As long as there's freedom of religion?' But under the government's strict regulations, students here are not allowed to campaign for release of de- tainees. It's frustration from such situations that pushes people to move. And most Jewish college students said they were giving up. "I'm leav- ing next year," said Trevor Levens- tein, - 22, a commerce student in Johannesburg. "There's nothing I can do here to help the situation and I I A young girl walks home through a black township. It's fear of such repercussions that keeps much of South Africa's Jewish community silent. They may oppose apartheid, but they are not willing to risk being sent to jail fighting it. "If we stand up and protest, we get arrested," said Yael Gordon, 19, of Johannesburg. "Lack of freedom of speech doesn't bother us. There's apartheid everywhere in the world. But I certainly don't want to get in- volved. We're happy here. We have everything. We treat the blacks well. They live well here. The Americans are very narrow minded!' Some feel getting involved politically will have negative reper- cussions for the Jewish community. "If we protest, it will be very bad for the Jews;' said Ari Paikin, 20, a 931DAY 5 1988 n few places is the voice of Jewish opposition to racial descrimination as loud as on the college campus. At the University of the Witwater- srand ("Wits") in Johannesburg, a radical campus made up of 12,000 whites and 3,000 blacks and col- oureds, the South African Union of Jewish Students is the largest stu- dent organization, with some 2,000 members. In some ways, their activities mir- ror those of American Jewish campus organizations (Israeli dancing, Soviet Jewry Week, etc.). And like U.S. groups, South Africa's Jewish students are used to run-ins with the Moslem students. But unlike an American campus, in South Africa, protest usually leads to run-ins with the police, tear gas, water cannons, arrest and detention. At present, there is an ongoing con- cern about the fate of Raymond Sutt- ner, 42, a law lecturer and anti- apartheid activist at Wits who has been detained since June 12, 1986, the day South Africa first initiated the state of emergency. He is the on- ly Jew, in fact the only white male, to have been held that long — put into complete isolation for the last year. A township road is closed during a recent "stayaway." can't live here and be a part of it. Whether blacks are in power or whites, this country is going down!' For those who choose exodus, especially those who go to Israel, no one holds them back. "If a Jew is not content here," said Rabbi Kurtstag, "they should take their suitcase and m _ ake aliyah." But it isn't just to Israel that young South Africans are running. They are flocking to Australia, a country some South Africans now af- fectionately term "the new Israel!' And they are a growing community in England and Canada, particular- ly Toronto. But such moves aren't without criticism. "They have made the chicken run;' said Joe Suskin, 31, a writer in Johannesburg, who watched his closest friends leave South Africa one by one. Suskin chooses to remain, feel- ing the urgent need to help in the fight to eradicate apartheid. "They are cowards," he said of those who have left. But the emigrants say it was not cowardice but helplessness. "We always felt uncomfortable with the political situation and helpless to do anything," said Anne Solomon, a social worker from South Africa who came to the United States with her husband Hugh 11 years ago and is now settled in Ann Arbor. "We knew it wasn't right and wasn't what we wanted for our children . . . as Jews, we weren't as connected to the land as the Afrikaners, (the Dutch- descended immigrants who settled in South Africa three centuries ago)!' Some said the parents have the most difficult situation; as their children are literally scattered around the globe. "I'm one of the lucky ones. I still have two children here," said Elsa Zimmerman, who has a daughter in Israel, a daughter plan- ning the move and another son and daughter remaining in South Africa. "I have friends who are left alone here. In another year, I'll decide whether to follow my children to Israel. But I have dual loyalties," she said, pointing to the pictures of her grandchildren on the shelf. "My five grandchildren are here!' As varied as the South African Jewish response to the present situa- tion is, even more diversified are the visions of the future: "Things are going to change for South Africa. The question is how violent is it going to be said Shira Zimmerman. "South African society as we know it will die," said Michelle Cox- head, 23, secretary for the South African Union for Jewish Students at Wits. "The government is liberalizing," said Corporal Biddle. "I believe things will only get better. So tell the bloody Yanks that if they want to criticize this country, they better come over and have a look before shooting off their mouths!' "Most people that leave are com- ing back," said Ari Paikin, a claim made by many but rarely substan- tiated by numbers. "There will always be Jews here," 'said Gary Zolty, 21, a dental student at Wits. "But it will be a small com- munity. At least until the moshiach comes — and let him come soon!' ■ -I 4 4 • 4 4