PROFILE pen the first door. Here you meet Chance, a man who has spent his entire life in front of a television set. Open the second. Now you find Goddard, a mysterious composer who refuses to divulge his true identity. Open the third and you find a young boy who spends his childhood days in a world that spins like a kaleidoscope from one wicked and bizarre adventure to another. This is the house that Jerzy Kosin- ski built. Kosinski, the author of such works as the book-turned-movie "Being There," "Pinball" and "The Painted Bird," was in Michigan recently to receive an honorary degree from Al- bion College. In an interview, the Jewish author described himself as an architect of sorts when it comes to his books. He starts with "the large plan of the house, but I can always buy new fur- niture." He can take the furniture out, too. Or replace it with something new Or put in more. Kosinski, 54, says he is constantly "expanding and reducing and expanding and reducing" his works. Ideas for all his books were, at one time or another, kept in a thick black portfolio which Kosinski carries everywhere, and which he guards fiercely. It's a portfolio of his thoughts, with several slips of paper opening the doors to his memory. Inside are photocopies of the cover of "The Painted Bird" — highlighted with bright colors from felt pens. Tucked between stacks of notes are numerous articles about the Holocaust, the subject of many of his writings. Many of these notes are then organized into packets of twos and threes and covered with neon stickers. The yellow ones signal ideas ready to go. He won't say what the green ones represent. And then there is a sticker with a crazy face — crossed eyes and a protrouding tongue. That one, Kosin- ski says, "is just for fun." Gone from the portfolio are his notes from "The Hermit of 69th Street;' Kosinski's latest novel, which will be published in June. Added to the collection are photographs of Kosinski's recent trip to his native Poland — his first in 30 years. In one of the snapshots, Kosinski is wearing a kippah and sitting inside Author Jerzy Kosinski just returned from his first visit in 30 years to his native Poland, but his only real home is the world of imagination ELIZABETH KAPLAN Staff Writer a small synagogue. In another, he stands just outside the gates of Auschwitz. There is a haunting quality to these pictures, reminiscent of the James Agee classic 'A Death in the Family," in which a young father is caught in fragile suspension between the past and the future. Kosinski lost most of his family in the Holocaust. "A whole civilization died," he says of the Nazi terror. His trip to Poland represented "a return to certain aspects of myself that had been left dormant simply because I left 30 years ago;' Kosinski says. It also answered his question of whether "I am a creature of Auschwitz or a creature of joy" What he found was that he was defined solely by neither, but rather "by the force of fantasy." Kosinski's interest in his history is further expressed through his work as chairman of the board of the American Foundation for Polish-Jewish Studies, other members of which include Czeslaw Milosz, Elie Wiesel and Zbigniew Brzezinski. Established four years ago, the foundation seeks to study and promote Polish-Jewish culture. "Poland," Kosinski says, "is a Jewish country without Jews." He says that much of Polish culture — literature especially — is Jewish. And Poles are "profoundly aware" of how much of their own history they lost in the Holocaust. Readers may hope Kosinski's next novel will focus on a man who is swept into a horrible war, leaves his native land and returns 30 years later. Then they can draw parallels between the lives of the central character and the enigmatic author. Kosinski seems amused, but hard- ly taken with such fancies. Press as much as you want for Kosinski to acknowledge the clear parallel between the writer and his characters — it is a hopeless battle. Yet he does admit there is a "con- fessional" tone to his books, a tradition he says he inherited from the mostly Catholic Poland where he was raised. But conscious autobiography? Kosinski says no. The stories, he says, "are not con- nected to my life — but rather to my imagination." He acknowleges that excerpts from his own life frequently appear in his novels. Like the author, his characters are immigrants, polo players and ski Continued on Page 90 TUC nminniT AltaLl_1,1 Ill0_06 do■