mmimm """Imimma LTORAH PORTION 1 N BARRY'S LETS RENT IT PARTY RENTALS OUR NEW LOCATION In fashion...it's all a matter of taste. Don't conform - inform. 1393 ORCHARD LAKE RD. N. OF LONE PINE IN CROSSWINDS (FORMER PINE LAKE MALL) Moses Was Forbidden To Succumb To Despair RABBI MORTON F. YOLKUT Special to The Jewish. News T he most depressing and despondent point in the story of the enslavement of our ancestors in Egypt occurs in the closing scene of this week's sidrah. Moses stands, alone and depressed, with an over- whelming sense of despair in his heart. He had not wanted to go back to Egypt. He felt that his people would not listen to him, that he was not articulate, that Pharoah would be recalcitrant, that it was an impossible mission. He tries to refuse the assign- ment, but God is insistent. So he went and , sure enough, all his fears were realized. The leaders who were to accompany Mm to Shabbat Shoot: Exodus 1rI-6:1 Isaiah: 27:6-28:13, 29:22-23 Pharoah dropped out. one by one. Pharoah did not listen to him and promptly doubled the work load of the slaves. And then the slaves turned on Moses and blamed. him for having made their situation worse than ever. And so in despair he turns to God and says: "0 Lord, why have you brought trouble on this people? Is this why you sent me? Ever since I went to Pharoah to speak in your name, he has brought trouble on this people" (Exod ;.s. 5:22). Thus the lowest point in the story of redemption