.1 : : - Best Friends I-I he cookies sat on my best friend's kitchen shelf, next to notebooks, mail, pencils and paper. They came eight to a package. Round, donut-shaped graham cracker cookies, they were frosted with shiny, hard-glazed chocolate. In between the brittle chocolate frosting and the crumbly graham cracker cake were four mounds of spongy, white marshmallow. The marshmallow gave the cookie tops a rippled effect. Sometimes, after school or on a Saturday afternoon, I'd take the secret short cut through my bac- kyard, across the road, down the gravel side street and through the two yards to Betsey's. Pressing against the screen door, I could see the cookies lying undisturbed on the kitchen shelf. If we were lucky, Betsey's mom would let us each have one cookie. There were several ways to eat them. You could separate the layers, peel off the spongy marshmallow, uncover the graham cracker base and chip off the flaky chocolate cover. This is how Betsey ate hers. I always ate mine whole, tasting the three layers in every bite. Even though I ate slowly, I would always finish before Betsey. She ate hers patiently and absent-mindedly, dis- membering the cookie, eating each brightly, "How are you? Call me, ok?" We never called. She seemed chilly and aloof. I probably looked too busy. Years later, - we bumped into each other at a children's clothing store. I had just moved back to the city after a 12-year absence. Seeing her, all my warm feelings surfaced. I felt a catch in my throat. She seemed receptive and sincere. BY ELLYCE FIELD Special to The Jewish. News We compared notes. She lived several miles from me. Our children were close in age. "Let's get together. Come over for lunch. I'll call you and we'll set a for three years. We shared Cokes date," I said emphatically. part until she had saved the best for I raced around the morning of and combs, slept next to each other last. I always promised myself I her visit, straightening the house, at pajama parties, worked on school would use her method next time. projects together. I used to picture us making a salad, setting the table, My family never bought this together, solving mysteries. She was putting fresh flowers in a vase. special cookie. Even though I vividly She called to confirm our visit. blond-haired Trixie Belden. I was described the cookie and its package "I'll be by around 1:00. Don't bother Trixie's best friend. for my mother, she always told me with lunch. I can only stay a short We passed each other notes in she couldn't find it. Betsey's family time." school full of, "So-and-so loves you." never seemed to run out. A fresh She breezed in at 1:30, wearing "He's looking at you." "Don't you package was always on the shelf. a red silk blouse over white linen think so-and-so looks cute?" "I hate I thought about those cookies slacks. Her red nails still looked wet. so-and-so. She's not my friend any- one winter afternoon while I was I still hand't lost my baby more." "I'll see you after school." finishing a bag of chocolate chip weight and was wearing blue seer- When we entered high school, cookies my oldest son had cajoled me sucker pants whose right pocket rib- our friendship waned. We found our- into buying for his school lunches. bing had been rubbed down by a con- selves in different groups. I started Outside my kitchen window, the stant diaper bag leaning against my to date and she didn't. Whatever the snow looked thick and creamy, al- side. My comfortable white t-shirt reasons, we grew apart. most bouncy, like melted marshmal- seemed worn. We would wave to each other low with a thin crust of ice cover. Continued on next page across the crowded halls, toss off Betsey and I were best friends Eating cookies and living lives . . . there are many ways to go. FICTION Ted Albano • . c a a * A .1 • go r, a 1. • 7: * _ J‘