THE DETROIT JEWISH NEWS Glenn Triest, Benyas-Kaufman Jews in the armed forces was not the case for any other American war. Ronnie Shimron, museum curator for the National Jewish War Vete- rans in Washington, D.C. adds, "Up to Vietnam, American Jews in the armed services always represented a disproportionately larger figure to their percentage in the general population." Just who were the Jewishmen who fought in Vietnam? How were they caught in that chaotic fury? Have they made peace with their experiences? For Michael Berkowitz, Bob Mitchell and Steve Hirschberg, a year spent in Vietnam remains a far-too-vivid memory, its sights and sounds forever burned into their minds. Vietnam defines who they are today. For Harvey Olds, the year spent in Vietnam apart from his wife and infant son, was a professional and personal waste of time, a year of great stress, today pushed aside and almost forgotten. For Dennis Greenwald's family, Vietnam remains an open wound. Thoughts and feelings too delicate and upsetting to deal with have been repressed and buried. 1 1 n 1966, Bob Mitchell had surgery and decreased his class load, becoming a half-time stu- dent at Highland Park Junior College. Soon after, he received his draft induction letter. "Vietnam was the last place I wanted to go," he says. Believe it or not, I even had a medical problem that should have disqualified me. I had spina bifida and I brought in my x-rays for the draft physical. The draft board doctor just smiled and said, 'I'm sure we can find some place for you.' " Mitchell enlisted in the Navy, hoping it would give him a safer as- signment. "I didn't relish the idea of 60-mile hikes. Luckily, I knew some- N - `) " 01 .. - v = I 4)-•- ■ '; -,-. '' thing about scuba diving and was assigned to an underwater demo team, a special unit engaged in cer- tain covert activities and opera- tions." Mitchell was one of two Jews in his boot camp unit, the only Jew in his special unit. "I took advantage of holiday services and even special meals. There was never any kind of discrimination or problem, but I an- swered a lot of questions. "I ' was accepted for who I was. In Vietnam, each of us felt, You watch my back, I'll watch yours.' No one cared what you ate, or wore around your neck, or who you prayed to. We all just wanted to stay alive." Mitchell's Navy unit faced snip- ers and booby traps, but he feels lucky he wasn't in the field. "I didn't see as much that was horrifying day after day on a 24-hour basis." He honestly recounts the prob- lems he came home with: "It was dif- ficult coming back to the'real world. It seemed like one problem after an- Other. I developed a drinking prob- lem over there. We'd be on an opera- tion and be up 39 to 48 hours straight. We'd go in with nine men and come out with four. Free time would be tough. I wanted to block out memories and unpleasantness, so I drank along with everyone else." Mitchell had reoccuring night- mares and flashbacks. His first mar- riage broke up after 81/2 years. Today, he feels whole again. He is married, has two sons, lives in Southfield and works in industrial sales. He credits his positive attitude to the passage of time, counseling, and his present wife's understand- ing. Yet he knows Vietnam changed him as a person. It made me hard- shelled and cynical. I look at life log- ically, practically. If someone dies, I don't grieve. No one's gonna live forever." Mitchell has become active in the Jewish War Veterans. Last year he was commander of his post. He is committed to finding other young Vietnam veterans to infuse his post with life. "Most of my post are World War II veterans. Their experience was totaly different from ours. They came home heroes; we came home pigs. Yet each of us has survived a war. We have a lot to share." Mitchell has become active in the Jewish War Veterans. Last year he was commander of his post. He is committed to finding other young Vietnam veterans to infuse his post with life. "Most of my post are World War II veterans. Their experience was totally different from ours. They came home heroes; we came home Friday, November 8, 1985 15 pigs. Yet each • of us has survived a war. We have a lot to share." IM ichael Berkowitz is 40 years old now. He's been a Vietnam veteran for 19 long years. The years have been difficult and Berkowitz is bitter. He is bitter about a government that had two sets of standards. "My government really wouldn't let me do what I was trained to do . . . kill my enemy. The enemy certainly didn't play by the same rules. They had no laws; we did." He is bitter about coming home and being looked at as "Baby Killer, Murderer, Killer," everything except what he was, a soldier doing a job. Upon returning home, he found upsetting the Jewish community's total pre-occupation with Israel. "I came home and was ignored. I was a Jewish vet, in need of help. I was practically crying, 'Help me get my head on straight.' The community only cared about raising money for Israel. I was unimportant." Berkowitz is still groping with the moral issues, still trying to come to terms with horrifying memories. "War is Hell. There is no way to de- scribe it with words. What would you do if you came up to a hooch with a three-year-old kid in it? Would you kill the kid or risk being killed yourself? We're all of us men- Continued on next page Capt. Harvey A. Olds, M.D.