56 Friday, in 2, 1511 ME DETROIT JEWISH NEWS To Dance:' Valery Panov's Awakening as a Jew in Russia Valery and Galina Panov were in the limelight when, as dissidents, they declared their identifications with the Jews of Russia who were asking for visas to go to Is- rael. They finally acquired the coveted documents after paying the exorbinant fees required for emigration. They also were in the Un- ited States for concerts, hav- ing gained an international reputation as dancers. Valery tells his moving story in a fascinatingly re- corded account of his ex- periences. In "To Dance" (Alfred N. Knopf), which he had written with George Feifer, he relates his reac- tions as a Jew, the associa- tion with other dissidents, his commitment to Jewry. His wife is not Jewish. There were the efforts by • family to Induce her not to make the sacrifice of being subjected to the discriminations imposed on Jews. She remained loyaL Valery relates the incidents leading to the conflicts and to confron- tations, even with Jews who would, as synagogue officials, subject them- selves to punishment by the Russian authorities. The family name origi- nally was Shulman and Panov tells about his grandfather who was reli- gious and had aspirations to go to Palestine. Valery alone apparently pursued such a loyalty to his family origin. '- There is much about Val- ery's upbringing that is of unusual interest. Espe- cially moving, however, is the account he gives of boy- hood. It's in his confessional as a half-Jew, his regret that he had changed his name, the atmosphere in which he lived, that the reader will fmd important revelations about Jews in Russia. Panov writes: lics, the authorities hoped that releasing a few Jews would divert resentment from Russian domination. "Scapegoats were needed to explain the de- feat of the 'progressive' Arab forces, and I was af- raid that mass meetings called to condemn 'bloodthirsty Zionist enemies of peace' might lead to pogroms. Then I saw that professional propagandists were pro- nouncing 'Zionist militarist? and 'Israeli aggressors' with a secret admiration. The miracle of stingy, feeble, cringing Jews risking their lives to defend their country — and then winning! — exhilarated them against their will. "Only those with invi- tations from close rela- tives could go. As a half Jew I was entirely unaf- fected. Yet those first applicants were a lasting inspiration. They had to take action, even know- ing what awaited them. It was another lesson about what the 'meek cowards' could do, and more rea- son to be grateful for Is- rael's existence. "Suddenly I could associ- ate. Just because Jews were defending themselves in- stead of cowering, I recog- nized my relationship to the beatings they had suffered so long. The tremendous emotional uplift gave me a sunny new land in which to set some of my fantasies. "In the surge of Jewish morale a few Vilnius youngsters declared, simply but incredibly, that they wanted to be themselves in their true homeland. Vil- nius was involved because people there still had much more contact with relatives abroad than was normal in the Soviet Union. The boys were sent to labor camps, where they remained long after the principle of emig- ration to Israel had been es- tablished. They were jailed to stop the movement. In- stead, it grew. Demonstra- tions and hunger strikes showed the new determina- tion not to submit. Eventu- ally a trickle of Vilnius Jews was given exit visas. Faced with great potential unrest in the Baltic repub- THE PANOVS "Finally, I realized that the real liberation was not from Soviet bondage, but from self-deception. My years of protesting that I had nothing in common with Jewishness had been shown up for what they were. For whatever my pap- ers said and whatever I be- lieved about myself, I had always been reacted to as a Jew. "Any Armenian, Lithua- nian, Kirghizian who actu- ally tried to live by the slo- gans about the happy Soviet family of nations was slap- ped into place. He could convince himself, but no one else, that he was sincere. He could explain why 'petty nationalism' really was an evil disease of capitalism and why socialism promised eternal fraternal love. But his Russian overseers in the Party and the police would care most about the shape of his nose and the tint of his skin. dim when I realized how de- "Jews had the least eply divided they were. One chance to escape the slime. major split was between the Surely not work or willing- Jewish cause itself --that ness to pay the dues of as- is, the striving to emigrate similation could remove it. — and what was known as Maltsev told me that all my the democratic movement, disliked characteristics composed of Jews and non- were linked to my being a Jews. This handful of brave 'cosmopolitan Jew.' My souls was fighting for re- interest in Western ballet form, mostly by protesting was proof of this. If ever I the persecution of people wanted to read a non-Soviet who had spoken up against magazine to make up my state crimes. mind about anything, this "The captains of emig- was because 'Panov has ration, by contrast, cared Jewish blood.' nothing for Soviet de- "Even my fondness for velopments except as dancing the 'little man' they affected Jews get- damned me. 'Of course, he Ling out. Several former likes those underdog roles; 'democrats' who had I overheard. 'They're typi- edged toward emigration cally Jewish.' after losing hope for their "I had demeaned my- doomed country were among the fiercest be- self in my senseless pre- lievers that it was not the tending to be a 'Soviet' business of a Jew to con- person. Most of all, I re- gretted changing my cern himself with any — futile — struggle for Rus- name. This clumsy dodge sia's betterment. had only given people "As a further complica- something extra to scorn. tion, some of the most prom- 'He's one, but he took a inent 'democrats' were Russian name. You know the kind.' Party and per- Jews. And the government silenced some of these by sonnel officials — that is, the KGB — were least making them involuntary emigres to Israel. Not all fooled since their first democrats approved of question was always people leaving Russia. Not about a person's 'origins.' Now that a feat of arms even all religious Jews did. "Whatever our religious by Jews threatened with actual extinction had and political beliefs, Mos- given me the courage, I cow's synagogue was our common meeting place. It saw my life as a series of was a center and a base, a- maskings." place where we could absorb The Communists' back- some of the tradition we ing of anti-Israel terrorists were struggling to join. For as those at the Munich those like me who had Olympics was protested as avoided it all their lives, it part of a Jewish affirmation proved that the Jews were a in defiance of official Rus- community of fate, not of sian discriminations. Andre origin. But many congrega- Sakharov was among the tion elders wanted to throw protesters and he alone was us out as 'stupid, rebel not molested. troublemakers.' Panov, was distressed by "Soviet rule actually the attitude of Moscow's allowed them to cower to- Jewish leaders. He relates: gether in fear and to pray "My awe of Moscow's with a handful of prayer Jewish leaders started to books that hadn't been burned. They aspired to no- thing more. "'Stop coming to our synagogue,' they kept sputtering. 'You crazy young people; you've never understood it. You don't care if you destroy it.' Except for worshiping a Jewish God, they were just like all other Soviet slaves who were grateful to the Party for not kil- ling them. 'Our life is fine here; who could want to leave? "The emigration spokes- men all saw this ingrown terror as the most compel- ling reason to leave, but they differed sharply over policies. Some insisted it was our duty to go to Israel and would tolerate no word of criticism against it. Others said Russian Jews had had enough hardships and were entitled to settle anywhere in order to live at last. "Struggles for authority and for personal advantage divided these real issues among a welter of an- tagonistic splinter groups. Everyone wanted to be a leader and broke away as soon as he could find a single follower. At urgent meetings to discuss a new arrest there were as many platforms as people in the room. It was as if each per- son were preparing himself for a leading role in the Knesset the minute he ar- rived in Jerusalem." On all other matters re- lating to his career as a dancer which already was being hindered by the KGB, and on issues affecting life in Russia, Panov's story is equally effective. In the annals of the Re- fuseniks, the Panov book, "To Dance," is one of the most moving accounts of a dissident and a Jew in Rus- sia. Chaim Herzog's Defensive Role for Israel at UN Recorded in Who Stands Accused?' Chaim Herzog, Israel's ambassador to the United Nations, was confronted by a score of challenges from his nation's antagonists. The documentary record of his replies, the speeches he delivered, his interpreta- tions of Israel's role as a member of the interna- tional body and as an entity among the nations of the world provided definitions of every aspect of Israel's status as a sovereign state. Herzog's declarations in support of the Israeli posi- tion in the UN and on the world scene are presented in the compilation of his speeches and in the UN de- bates in "Who Stands Ac- cused? Israel Answers Its Critics" (Random House). the UN debates provide the This is a veritable anthol- data needed by Israel's ogy on Israel as a free and friends and protectors in the democratic state. In search battle for justice for the em- for facts in all efforts to pro- battled nation in the Middle tect Israel, the Herzog vol- East. ume contains the data Whatever is confusing needed to refute the detrac- about the UN Resolution tors. 242, the many other actions Ambassador Herzog's in the world organization impassioned repudiation and the controversies that of the Arabs' equating affected Israel are com- Zionism with racism is mented on in Herzog's among the very effective statements. statements reproduced He emerges as fearless in in this volume. Whatever subject the Is- dealing with the anti-Israel bloc and the Arabs, and the rael ambassador dealt with — the PLO, terrorism, the Soviet anti-Jewish attitude settlements dispute — all as well. were tackled firmly and the Ambassador Herzog, facts relating to Israel in the whose father, Isaac conflict with the Arabs and Halevi Herzog was Chief Rabbi of Ireland before being named Chief Rabbi of Israel, emigrated from Ireland to Israel as a boy and was educated at the universities of London and Cambridge. He served in World War II in the British Army, and in various command and staff posts in the Israel Defense Force, concluding his serv- ice with the rank of major general. His appointments included two periods as di- rector of Israeli military in- telligence, and he served as the first military governor of the West Bank in 1967. The significance of the Herzog anthological record of declarations in defense of Israel is emphasized in these quotations from his UN speeches, recorded in "Who Stands Accused?": Arab Refugees: "The Arabs have deliberately kept the problem of the ref- ugees alive for 30 years in order to use it as a political weapon in the struggle against Israel. The Arab world today disposes of an •three hours from Jerusalem and just nine hours from Baghdad." AMBASSADOR HERZOG unprecedented glut of as- sets and resources which are employed for such pur- poses as the purchase of arms instead of the benefit of their kin — the Palestine Arab refugees." Israel and the Task of Economic Cooperation: "Let us look ahead to the year 2000 . . . The Middle East Common Market, with its headquarters possibly in Beirut, would comprise a regional water and irriga- tion authority, a desert de- velopment authority, an oil authority, a tourist de- velopment authority . . On an international high- way Cairo would be a mere Israel and the United Nations: "The writing is al- ready on the wall, and the warning signs are unmis- takable. The capabilities and the international char- acter of the world organiza- tion are being downgraded and replaced by the narrow national and political ves- ted interests far removed from the lofty concepts which animated the found- ers of the United Nations." Racism, Human Rights and Double Standards: "Sometimes, as I listen to the tirade of accusations against Israel at the United Nations, I cannot help but look at the vast Assembly of nations gathered there and compute in my mind the sum total of misery that most of them represent . . These nations regularly practice every crime they attribute to Israel, and viol- ate every human and natural law in the conduct of their own affairs "